MUJHAY TERI MOHABBAT KA SAHARA MIL GAYA HOTA………..AGAR TOOFAN NAHE AATA KINARA MIL GAYA HOT
MUJHAY TERI MOHABBAT KA SAHARA MIL GAYA HOTA………..AGAR TOOFAN NAHE AATA KINARA MIL GAYA HOT (By Fairy)
Yesterday's episode was an episode BEYOND REPAIR. Not easy to write an overview. There was too much of DRAMA that UNFOLDED on all the sides leaving nothing behind. Will give CREDIT to SANAYA, BARUN and DILJEET who performed their ROLES OUTSTANDINGLY. TRANSFORMATION of DILJEET'S character from a SOFT PERSON to a TOTALLY REBELLIOUS one is QUITE IMPRESSIVE. Arnav proved to be such a SPINELESS CHARACTER as one could not believe him to be so RUTHLESS in his VERBAL ACCUSATIONS against Khushi that he CROSSED ALL LIMITS VOICING them. Not even once he thought about her and her SACRIFICES which she made for the family and him. She never mentioned anything to him how she has been TRHOUGH BEARING ALL THE PAIN ALONE. No one to SUPPORT and GIVE CARE to her. Even though she CARRIED A SMILING FACE hiding her PAIN. His DEMEANING ATTITUDE PRICKED HER LIKE A NEEDLE. How could he be SO UNGRATEFUL to the PERSON WHO LOVED HIM IMMENSELY. Not a SINGLE WORD OF GRATITUDE has been OFFERED by him to Khushi since he came back and BOUNCED BACK as a LION ROARING on the PERSON who SUFFERED MOST because of him. Arnav proved yesterday that HE AND SHYAM are the SAME NOT DIFFERENT. To satisfy his EGO he wants Khushi just like Shyam's OBSESSION for her.
The episode left a BAD TASTE in the mouth and really DON'T FEEL WRITING anything about it. It would not be WRONG TO SAY THE WORST EPISODE on AIR where it was shown that how MEAN can a PERSON be in HURLING INSULTS on the person who LOVES him UNCONDITIONALLY. It is the HEIGHT of PAIN that Khushi is ENDURING for him by being HUMILIATED on daily basis and you put your SEAL on it by doing the same. FAILED to understand how EDUCATION LEADS a MAN to be LEAST CONCERNED ABOUT others FEELINGS. Education brings you AWARENESS to TREAT OTHERS the same way as you WANT TO BE TREATED. But sorry to say Arnav EDUCATED from HARVARD has NO MANNERS in BELITTLING others specially HIS LOVE who FACED NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE for him. Time and again I have been saying about Arnav's LOVE for Khushi is SHORT LIVED but it came down AS A IMMEDIATE BANG. I have been MENTIONING that Arnav will always PREFER ANJALI OVER KHUSHI being PRESSURIZED by his family members. His MIND IS SWOLLEN from all the BLACKMAIL of his SISTER ANJALI who Needs SOME SHOCK TREATMENT otherwise she will make everyone INSANE like her. Though there are DOUBTS about their SANITY as all are BEHAVING LIKE they will KILL KHUSHI in just one go. They have already KILLED KHUSHI by their WORDS. She is just living a LIFELESS LIFE with NO SINGLE RAY of HOPE
AAP AAYE BAHAR AAI (1971) MUJHAY TERI MOHABBAT KA SAHARA MIL GAYA HOTA...........AGAR TOOFAN NAHE AATA KINARA MIL GAYA HOTA
I will start off from where Mami comes to Arnav PUTTING ALL THE BLAME on Khushi for CREATING the MESS for Anjali. She came over to his bedroom and knocked and Arnav asked her about DI to which she said she has gone to SLEEP PEACEFULLY. Then Arnav asked her where were all the members when he and Akash were in the office. Mami told him Nani was at the temple and she was trying to find the LOST LAXIMI. She STRICTLY FORBID Payal to enter Anjali's room but Phatti Sari was told by Nani not to come around Anjali but she does not care and went to SEE HER. Don't know what she told Anjali that she had to LEAVE THE HOUSE in that CONDITION and went to COMMIT an ATTACK on the BABY and herself. This is all because of Khushi as she does not LISTEN to anyone. What if something happened to Anjali just because of Khushi. She ADDED FUEL TO FIRE and INSTIGATED Arnav against Khushi. He remembered the HOSPITAL SCENE and then was BOILING IN RAGE and left the room in SEARCH of Khushi to BLAST AT HER.
Found her coming towards the room. She asked Arnavji and he PULLED HER HAND ROUGHLY and dragged her to the bedroom and CLOSED IT and took her out at the POOLSIDE. There he started off with LAMENTING ALL SORTS OF INSULTS on her.She asked him what has happened? He said when everyone told you not to go near Anjali why did you go there and talk to her? Why Khushi? She said "HUM NAY TO SIRF". He shouted at her "TO HELL WITH YOUR SIRF"."DON'T YOU KNOW in which CONDITION is DI and what is she GOING THROUGH, even then you went to MEET her DAMN IT. She FEELS you are BEHIND ALL THIS and you did not CARE about her. Khushi apologized to him not KNOWING that the SKY WILL FALL ON HER soon. Yesterday I did write about KHUSHI WILL HAVE TO PAY THE PRICE OF GOING TO SEE ANJALI and it happened soon after.
Arnav said your "APOLOGY WILL NOT MEND WHAT HAS GONE WRONG". "You cannot believe in what condition I found DI today in the hospital. Only I know what I had to do to STOP HER from DAMAGING her baby and herself and if I was late by a minute don't know what would have happened". "What have you said that SHE TOOK SUCH a DRASTIC STEP IN COMMITTING SUCH AN ACT'. "Why did you GO NEAR HER?". She said because"I ALSO CARE AND LOVE DI AS MUCH AS YOU DO". Further she said 'I AM ALSO FEELING SOMEWHERE I HAVE BEEN RESPONSIBLE FOR ALL THIS". That was a PICKING POINT for Arnav and he took her word and BLASTED at her. He said 'YES YOU ARE BEHIND ALL THIS". Khushi looked in ASTONISHMENT at her. Till then she could bear but the STORM THAT WAS COMING AT HER SHE COULD NOT HOLD THAT and PLUNGED DEEP in it.
He yelled at her saying 'IT IS BECAUSE OF YOU SINCE THE TIME YOU HAVE COME? WHY DID YOU ENTER MY LIFE? WHY DID I MEET YOU? EVERYTHING WAS FINE AND THE MOST IMPORTANT THING DI WAS SO HAPPY IN HER LIFE. THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT BECAUSE IF YOU WOULD NOT HAVE COME SHYAM WOULD HAVE NOT RESORTED TO SUCH LEVELS AND DI WOULD HAVE BEEN HAPPY WITH HIM". That was it Khushi could not TAKE IT and her TEARS ROLLED DOWN HER CHEEKS. How could she believe her EARS what she was LISTENING to from the person whom SHE LOVED to the EXTENT that she RISKED her LIFE and HONOUR for him to be SAVED. It was very easy for Arnav to PUT THE ONUS OF EVERYTHING on her as he was POISONED by Anjali and he does not have a BRAIN to think CLEARLY. Even after knowing SHYAM'S DUPLICITY AND HIS REAL FACE how could he do this. Further continues "IT'S THE BIGGEST MISTAKE OF MY LIFE KHUSHI KUMARI GUPTA HOW I WISH I NEVER MET YOU".
He left and she COLLAPSED ON THE POOL with her TEARS BEING ABSORBED BY THE POOL. How could he do this with her it was UNBELIEVABLE. He even STRIPPED HER OF THE NAME SINGH RAIZADA letting her KNOW his BIGGEST MISTAKE OF MARRYING HER. Her HEART ACHED by his PIERCING ACCUSATIONS. His was the LAST HOPE SHE WAS PINNING TO but that came CRASHING DOWN. The entire family has SHUNNED HER AWAY as BEING UNTOUCHABLE. She CANNOT TRUST THIS SHAITAAN ANYMORE. Arnav has FAILED his TRUST TEST MISERABLY. He has LOST HER COMPLETELY. Now whatever HE DOES TO bring her back is going to BACKFIRE HIM. NO REPENTANCE CAN HEAL KHUSHI'S WOUNDS. If it were not KHUSHI then Arnav would have been BURNT ALIVE TODAY. And he DESERVES that. He OWES his LIFE TO HER.
Arnav has been BLACKMAILED by his SELF CENTRED DI who wants Khushi thrown out of their lives while BRINGING IN SHYAM the CRIMINAL AND WOMANISER. It is better that the WHOLE RAIZADA CLAN SUFFER AT SHYAM'S HANDS and there is no KHUSHI to SAVE THEM. They don't deserve a PURE HEART GIRL LIKE KHUSHI as they deserve to be BACK STABBED by Shyam who COMES AND RUINS THEM COMPLETELY. Arnav never LOVED Khushi as no SANE PERSON can BELITTLE his LOVE to that extent. Arnav is another Shyam in her life. Arnav is always INSTIGATED BY MAMI AND THE FAMILY MEMBERS and is USED by them. They know how to MANIPULATE things by doing it on Arnav's shoulders. As he is the CONTROLLING AUTHORITY of the house.Mami and all want GUPTA SISTERS to PERISH.
WORDS ONCE SPOKEN CANNOT BE TAKEN BACK. It is rightly said "WEIGH YOUR WORDS AND THEN SPEAK".
Arnav took his SUV and drove remembering the days encounters as they were fresh in his mind. Arnav is a WEAK PERSON in fact as Anjali once told Khushi he CANNOT HANDLE EMOTIONAL PROBLEMS. Arnav remembering DI in the hospital going to ABORT her child and KILL herself and saying she does not want the CHILD who will be LONELY as she is. When he ASSURED her he is there for her and the child she plainly refused to accept this as she THINKS HE IS WITH KHUSHI only. Then the First wedding of Anjali flashes before him and his MOTHER"S SUICIDE. He has not FORGOTTEN his Past. Then remembers Nani telling Khushi not to be around Anjali as she will remember everything. Then Mami telling Arnav today's happening was because of Khushi as she has to be BLAMED for Anjali's condition.
Then he remembers his FIRST CALL AFTER BEING KIDNAPPED of confessing his LOVE to Khushi. The FIRST HUG after she came for his RESCUING. Then she was hugging him in the CARTON when they were HIDING away from the goons. She made her HAND BLEED so that Arnav does not get HURT. Fight with the goons when LALLAN holding Khushi at GUNPOINT and Arnav was UNABLE to Rescue her. She came forward to Rescue him and when Lallan makes her FALL FROM THE CLIFF and she was ALMOST DEAD and he had to REVIVE HER through his HEARTBEATS. Then all of a SUDDEN THE LAST PIERCING WORD UTTERED by Arnav to Khushi telling her "WHY DID YOU COME INTO MY LIFE AND THIS ALL HAPPENED BECAUSE OF YOU". He APPLIED ABRUPT BRAKES saying HOW COULD I SAY ALL THIS TO HER DAMN IT. WHAT HAVE I DONE AND I NEED TO GO HOME RIGHT NOW".
How does Arnav think that he can FIX THE DAMAGE DONE TO KHUSHI? He has LOST HER FOREVER.
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MUJHAY TERI MOHABBAT KA SAHARA MIL GAYA HOTA………..AGAR TOOFAN NAHE AATA KINARA MIL GAYA HOT (By Fairy)
Continuing with the FIRST PART as Anjali is still behaving in the same manner but Arnav's ATTITUDE COMPELLED me to write his part first. He was TOTALLY OUT OF CONTROL WITH KHUSHI AND FORGOT HIS LIMITS with the person who LOVES him IRRESPECTIVE OF HIS FLAWS.
The episode took off from the Nursing Home where Anjali came to ABORT her BABY and Arnav came looking for her. The doctor kept calling Anjali and Arnav listened and chased the doctor and asked her has she seen Anjali. The doctor said I saw her going out but after that don't know where she went. The Doctor and Arnav both knew her MENTAL CONDITION and did not want to take any chances. Arnav was lucky enough to find Anjali in one of the rooms where Doctor's Kit which contains different instruments like scissors were there. Anjali went in and wanted to burst her stomach with the help of scissors. Immediately Arnav went inside and got hold of Anjali and threw away the pair of scissors and called the doctor.
Anjali is just remembering the SLAPS GIVEN BY ARNAV TO SHYAM AND OUSTING HIM FROM THE HOUSE. Further remembers Arnav saying SHYAM MANOHAR JHA WILL NOT LET YOU GIVE FURTHER PAIN AND AGONY TO THE FAMILY". She cannot ERASE these MEMORIES from her mind. They are FIXED there unless she is TREATED PROPERLY for her MENTAL DISORIENTATION Then flashback of Shyam touching his face and breaking the news of BABY to him saying "AAP PAPA BUNNAY WALAY HAIN". Then she remembered Khushi saying THINK OF YOUR CHILD AS SHE WILL BE YOUR FUTURE and stay there forever.
As soon as the doctor came with the Wards Boys they tried to get hold of Anjali as she was SCREAMING AND OUT OF CONTROL. They tried to GRAB her but she screamed more and then Arnav told them to just go away and he will handle her. The doctor told Arnav that ANJALI HAS LOST HER SENSES. GOOD that the DOCTOR CERTIFIED as the family is not ACCEPTING this. The doctor agreed taking away the INSTRUMENTS and left. Anjali panics looking for her scissors and kept saying "I DON'T WANT". Arnav asked her "WHAT DON'T YOU WANT"? She told "I DON'T NEED THE BABY AS THIS BABY IS GOING TO REMIND HER OF THE TIME SPENT WITH HER FATHER WHICH SHE CANT HANDLE". She further said the child's PAPA WHO IS HATED BY EVERYONE in the house and has no RESPECT. "I cannot tell this to my baby. I don't have any other option besides this so let me KILL the BABY. Who will take care of the child who will LOVE her" Arnav saying I am there for you and the BABY.When the baby will ask about her father she would not have anything to tell. How will that baby be RAISED as she is ALONE AND THE BABY WILL BE ALONE TOO. She was HYSTERICALLY SHOUTING. After that she FAINTS. He calls the doctor.These BROTHER and SISTER are in the habit of SHOUTING when things DON'T GO THEIR WAY.
Meanwhile in the house Mami kept LAMENTING Khushi and Payal as RUINING THE PEACE OF THE HOUSE BY SAYING you two have done pieces to the peace of the house. Mami instigating Nani that these GUPTA SISTERS are good for nothing. One cannot expect anything from them. Then Nani had to stop Mami from continuing her throwing INSULTS at them not because Nani did not want that but only because she was only INTERESTED IN ANJALI'S WELFARE. Though everyone in the house knows at least now that how Khushi has SAVED Arnav and brought him back. She NEEDS COMFORTING by Nani being the ELDEST in the house but she has DISAPPOINTED everyone by only concerned about the DAUGHTER OF THE HOUSE. She could have been the COMFORTING PILLOW FOR KHUSHI AND ANJALI AT THE SAME TIME as ELDERS HAVE THE POTENTIAL OF GIVING UNLIMITED LOVE TO THEIR YOUNGER ONES. But here Nani is OBSESSED with Anjali.
Arnav brings Anjali home and she was probably given a SEDATIVE as her condition showed. Arnav places her on the sofa and and tells the family members that she needs REST but Nani wanted to be with her. But Anrav said he will take her to her bedroom. He tries to make her stand on her feet but she FALTERS and then Arnav CARRIED HER IN HIS ARMS TO HER BEDROOM. Mami stopped Payal coming near to Anjali and Khushi also did not come near this time. Khushi thanked Devi Maiyan that Anjali is back home.
Arnav tucks her in the bed and about to leave when Anjali holds Arnav's hand to make him stay and gets up to sit. He stayed back and then Anjali asks "YEH KYA HOGAYA HAY CHOTTE KAL TAK TO SUB THEEK THA PHIR ACHANAK YEH SUB. HAMAIN KYA HOGAYA HAY HUM DONO KO KYA HOGAYA HAY". He CONSOLES her by putting her head on his CHEST. Then she asked him "WILL YOU DO A FAVOUR TO ME BY PUTTING EVERYTHING IN ORDER JUST LIKE BEFORE AS YOU ALWAYS REVIVE THINGS TO THEIR ORIGINAL STATUS. THIS TIME ALSO CORRECT AS BEFORE. I HAD MY HUSBAND WITH ME. PLEASE BRING MY HUSBAND BACK TO ME" . Arnav asked her to Just keep quiet and not CRY."Chotte if you WANT everything will get back in its place. Earlier we were so happy and now what has happened? Why are we all UNHAPPY? Where are the ECHOES of LAUGHTER? CANNOT UNDERSTAND WHO IS BEHIND ALL THIS AND WHOSE EVIL EYES HAVE CAUGHT OUR FAMILY?" Then she said "CHOTTE YOU WILL BRING BACK MY HAPPINESS AND MAKE EVERYTHING AS BEFORE". Anjali looks at Arnav for AFFIRMATION in his eyes. He just CLOSES his eyes and said "I AM SORRY DI, I AM REALLY SORRY DI" and then HUGS HER.
Anjali needs PSYCHIATRIAC TREATMENT for her MENTAL IMBALANCE but the FAMILY has turned their EYES on providing it to her. The longer she remains in this CONDITION it would be more DIFFICULT for her to come out of it. She has to FACE THE REALITY one day so why is the FAMILY PROCRASTINATING IT? The sooner the treatiment done the better it is even for the child. Some SHOCK TREATMENT where she is able to WIPE OUT SHYAM"S MEMORIES from her HEAD and HEART. Why cannot they ALL UNDERSTAND that Shyam was a two-face person and a CRIMINAL. If there was no Khushi what Guarantees do they have he would be a PIOUS PERSON. He could have another GIRL on his SLEEVES. The whole family is blinded by him and cannot THINK OUT OF THE BOX. Being a MEAN, SHAMELESS and VULGAR person is in his BLOOD so how do the RAIZADAS think him not to COMMIT all what he did?
I hope NK shows up with Khushi's phone and the WILL PAPERS that she got Shyam signed so that at least there are SOLID PROOFS against Shyam for the family to see who are just BLINDED by Shyam's DUPLICITY. And NK plays his part in making Mami and Akash realize their MISTAKES ABOUT GUPTA SISTERS. Their LOST RESPECT AND INTEGRITY NEED TO BE REVIVED. And NK is the BEST SOURCE for doing that.
Payal should also LEAVE alongwith Khushi so that these RAIZADAS are able to FEEL THE PAIN of these SISTERS whom they keep ACCUSING and HUMILIATING. Only then their WORTH WILL BE FELT as they are TAKEN FOR GRANTED all the time. Arnav has to FEEL WHAT KHUSHI HAS GONE THROUGH AT HIS HANDS and saying a SIMPLE SORRY DOES NOT MEND THINGS. Even though he COMES KNEELING DOWN to KHUSHI for his MISTAKES he cannot BRING BACK her RESPECT which he RIPED off. LOVING a person teaches you to be HUMBLE and MAKE SACRIFICES for that person not HUMILIATE THAT PERSON to the EXTREME. Even if Arnav was ANGRY with Khushi for going into Anjali's room he did not have the right to DISGRACE her. How can she TRUST such a PERSON who could TURN AROUND at any time. Your life is spent in JUDGING him all the time when he turns 360 degrees. CVs should not show that how far a person can go to TARNISH the IMAGE OF A WOMAN. SELF RESPECT AND INTEGRITY are important for any person.
Its Khushi's turn to STAND UP TO ARNAV for all his MISDOINGS to her and WALK AWAY FROM HIS LIFE. She should not be a DOORMAT anymore. Enough SACRIFICES have been given by her already. Now it's her time not to CRY but show it to Arnav she is MUCH BETTER WITHOUT HIM and deserves BETTER than Arnav. She can completely IGNORE him now. Dedicated to LIFT KHUSHI'S SPIRITS
KHOOBSORAT (1980) "SAARE NIYAM TOD DO NIYAM TOR DO NIYAM PE CHALNA CHORH DO............INQILAAB ZINDABAD"
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