THE BODY & SOUL....(A)rnav (S)ingh (R)aizada

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Apr 25, 2012

THE BODY & SOUL....(A)rnav (S)ingh (R)aizada (By dd-IPKKND Fan) (Thanked: 9 times)

This post is especially dedicated to FENDI, PEPPER, MERI the die-hard fans of ASR, Milady, Observer, ALL OF THE BHBC Gang i.e. KK, ArshiFan, Ash_2012, Hum, Babyface, Samona, Spoon, Missonja, Yvonne, Yaman, Ambond, DV, ss, Ti, Rashdah, Joanc, Ana, Hopesm, Aks, Sandyy, and all of my friends that I may have missed out........ and of course the AA Gang (Arnav Angels Is this an Elite Group or something?)

Credits go to Milady for planting that seed of an idea into my head (in one of her recent views ....Milady mentioned the word SIAMESE TWINS)

Arnav dwells in ASR and ASR engulfs Arnav. I wanted to lend a voice to their inner conflict and thoughts.

Do you ever speak to yourself/your inner self? Have always wondered what goes on inside that beautiful handsome head of ASR/Arnav when KHUSHI IS AROUND HIM......I hope I have managed to keep their conversations light-hearted........and sometimes deep.

Statistics:

MR & MRS MALIK HAVE BEEN BLESSED WITH A SON, whom they have named as - ARNAV SINGH MALIK Year 1983

Age Arnav - THE SOUL 1983 to 2001 (18 years)

Age ASR THE BODY 2001 to 2011 (10 years) The year Arnav baptized himself as Raizada

Arnav(A) Singh(S) Raizada(R) The Body & Soul 28 years

You may ask -Why did I use the word Body for ASR - well because this includes his Dimaag (Brain) & Dil (Heart) which are the most vital organs of the Human Body...(I hope they are intact as of date!)

Why do I call Arnav the Soul - Whatever ARNAV does or says pours out from his righteous conscience.

I have considered only some of my favorite epic scenes to conjure up these conversations...........

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Year 2001 Arnav baptizes himself as Raizada (This is not a scene from any of the episodes)

Tragic death of parents, Di's marriage breaks........thrown out of the Malik home - Sheesh Mahal.

Arnav: "Maaaaa........aaaa"....sobbing, clutching on to Di for solace...........his world has just shattered and his uncle threw them out of their home..........where can they go....... Naniji offers her home and takes them into her care...............

One night Arnav wakes up.....sweating and shivering from the nightmare attack......calling out to his mother....finds no one......tiptoes to DI's room, who was sobbing herself.......turns back into his room, shuts the door and cries out in anguish...this was the last time he was ever going to cry......and he would make his uncle pay for what he did to them......

He took an oath he was no more a Malik, he was a Raizada.....YES......ARNAV SINGH RAIZADA

THAT NIGHT...........ASR was BORN.......and ARNAV DIED...........

Convo 1 of Arnav & ASR (Body & Soul)

ASR: "Arnav if you live in me I cannot survive.....so..........I have to let go of you......you cannot stay in me"

Arnav: "But ASR, please don't let go of me, I am a part of you, Di needs me too, don't you understand? You can NEVER get rid of me" ......pleading with ASR, "you can disown me in front of the world........ I don't mind.......you know I AM YOU.............please......let me be..........."

ASR: "Whatever"............."but don't get in my way, DO YOU UNDERSTAND?"

Arnav: "hey I existed long before You did........Ok.... Ok......don't give me that look.....fine.....but can we sometimes talk, JUST YOU AND ME?"

ASR: Fine......."I got to go now and talk to Nani something important.......will you just buzz off"

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Convo 02 Year 2011 - THE FIRST MEETING OF KHUSHI AND ASR/ARNAV

The music is on, stage lit up, the models stuttering their stuff and flaunting their fare on stage....

ASR: Sitting in the front row, thinking I have done it.......yes no one can take anything away from me, EVER.......opens his eyes and looks up......thinks.....What is that?....where did she come from? Who chose that silly outfit? what is going on?.........damn!........something is falling........THUD.....Khushi falls into ASR's arms....

Arnav: "Oh Heavens have opened.....it's an angel.......ASR...let me(here fandom Arnav leaning over ASR's shoulder wanting to take a look at the girl who fell into ASR's arms)........let me take a look......oh those eyes, I could drown in them, deep as an ocean.......what an angelic face........., hold her tight, don't you dare drop her to the ground, ..........I know you like the feel of her, don't you now? You can't hide these things from me you know."

ASR: "Shut up Arnav".....looks at the face.......and his eyes rest on the irresistible mouth.........pink lips quivering.......all he can think of is feeling those lips.........."Arnav, what is wrong with me, why do I feel this adrenaline rush all over me!" and then says to himself.........."get a hold of yourself ASR......don't you see, this vixen is from the enemy camp!"

ASR drops her, she stumbles.......later, when she refused to give an answer..........

Arnav: Running right behind ASR........"listen ASR, please don't be harsh........someone with such an innocent face, can't do us harm......you know what ....you just want to touch her again......don't you and your Big Ego can't accept she is not willing to talk to you........so you do some arm twisting...Man you are something."

ASR: "Arnav just shut up........will you, I have to find out......."

Arnav: "Okay then just ask questions......why pull her towards you........"

ASR: "I am doing just that......can't you see......I had to break that dori of pearls.....to let her know that I have the power to destroy her and her mission, you wouldn't understand."

Arnav: "She is scared, can't you see that?......she let go of that ribbon from her hair........to cover her back.....which girl would have done that if she were on a mission?" ASR, "Oh shut up, girls like her know to charm a man."

Convo 3 - THE RAIN HUG -

ASR/Arnav - Watching Khushi all drenched and shivering in the rain in the parking lot.

Arnav: "What's gotten into you man......what's this for?......what have you achieved seeing her like this?........damn you." ASR, "Well, she deserves this, why is she getting on my nerves?" Arnav - "What do you mean? And what about how you checked her out when you saw her in that red saree.....you couldn't take your eyes off her ASR! Who are you kidding?"

ASR, "SO? It's my job to check out all models, part of my business, don't you get it"..... Arnav, "Yeah I get it, she stood there breathtakingly beautiful..... And you just couldn't resist saying YES to her in a SAREE for our calendar!"........ASR, "now enough".....screeeeeech, sounds of the car, headlights on in full glare on Khushi.....and ASR dashes to pull Khushi into his arms.....Khushi clings onto ASR...breathing heavily, frightened and scared.....

ASR: "Gosh she fits into my frame like a glove; I can hear her heart beats against my chest! What's happening to me, why this rush of desire"

Arnav: "Boy you are one smart Alec, you didn't have to pull her into your arms, and you could have just pushed her away".....you had to didn't you? You took advantage of the situation".....okay now she is frightened just let her go, and offer her your jacket"....ASR, "she refuses to take it, who does she think she is to say no to me?".....Arnav, "Well she is Khushi, the only one who dares to defy you after the way you've treated her.........whoa! I'm loving this"......ASR, "Shut up and lets go, I am not going to stand here and be humiliated by her anymore"

Convo 4 - The GUEST HOUSE SCENE -

Arnav, "ASR, ASR, let's go, Khushi is stuck in that stupid guest house of ours because of YOU (Fandom Arnav literally pulling ASR out of the bedroom), come on, quick, it can give way anytime.........drive faster will you".....ASR, "I am, damn why did I have to tell her to go there, Arnav you know I didn't do this on purpose...I would never harm her or anyone else for that matter"......they reach the guest house..........

ASR pulls her out of the building, Khushi pushes him away screaming at him.........then Khushi faints.......

Whilst ASR cradles Khushi's head in his hand and wipes away her tear, Arnav, sad "see what you ended up doing to her...........isn't she beautiful ASR, just look at her, her skin so soft like the petals of a rose, and the swan-like neck, so fragile, I just want to take away her pain right now."...........ASR, "yeah she is, I'm sorry Arnav........I didn't mean to hurt her like this, gosh." Arnav, "Come, let us take her to her home, her family must be worried sick. You know ASR, you are a strange man"............when they reach the GH......ASR lays Khushi on the bed. ASR, "did you see that Arnav, she won't let go of me!........I don't understand I just don't want to leave her yet, but want to stay right beside her, ........why don't the Guptas let me stay?" Arnav, "they are mad at us, we hurt their little girl, come on or else Buaji won't spare us, she seems mad as hell".........

In ASR's bedroom back home.....ASR, "why do I have such thoughts of her, I can't seem to forget about her, I hardly know that chit of a girl, and she's not my class or type"........Keeps staring at his hand...then continues ......" Can I ask you something Arnav?"

Arnav, "yeah sure".....ASR "do you think this one drop of blood of mine, touched and became one with hers?" Arnav, "ASR! What made you think that! Maybe it did, what you feel is what I feel, I don't know about you, but I can't bear to see her get hurt EVER AGAIN"........ ASR, "I don't know what I'm feeling right now, I have no control over it, damn I've never felt so helpless......This is ridiculous, I need to wash the blood off and get a control of myself".

Convo 5 - THE TEEJ DAY SCENE

ASR on the phone standing outside the temple.......takes a look at Khushi.....standing at a distance with a thali in her hand.........

Khushi feels dizzy and starts to feel faint........Arnav notices and shouts out at ASR....."ASR look!..... Khushi is about to fall, run and get a hold of her will you?".......ASR rushes and just on time reaches out to Khushi who faints, he lifts her up and carries her to the bench........Arnav, "Thanks ASR.......you didn't let her fall, now I know for sure YOU NEVER WILL EVERY AGAIN.........get her a drink, she's awake"........a while later Khushi again feels dizzy and is about to fall......ASR catches her and pulls her into his arms......ASR to Arnav..."She feels so right in my arms, those eyes...... every time I look into them, something in me melts.....I can see it in her eyes too......." Arnav, "Hmm.....well you said it.....ASR ASR, you Brat.....you had to mention her mouth didn't you? Pehle do kadam chalna seekho phir muhh kholo!!........ok ok, I know what you mean ASR, I feel the same and a lot more".

After a while, Arnav, "There comes LA, I don't know why you have her around us, uhh!, great Di has asked Khushi to stay back for the pooja, now I can just keep looking at her........ASR do you understand what happened today?........we BROKE HER FAST!......it was meant to be.......yeah yeah you don't believe in such things.............fine".

Convo 6 -THE DIWALI SCENE

Khushi is busy lighting the diyas, and ASR/Arnav walk down the stairs........

ASR/Arnav mesmerized by Khushi and the scene.........................then Lavanya asks ASR to help out Khushi to come out of the diya maze.

Arnav, "Go on you got the chance to be near her, Bless You LA,.......Khushi has placed her hand into yours ASR, hold on to it, there she stumbles again, GREAT..........LA hope you don't return back not yet!"

ASR, "Gosh, what is happening to me, I can feel the chemistry between us, her touch, her eyes, they follow me everywhere.......she seems nervous Arnav........ I am drawn towards her, I have to return the payal back to her ......I can't stay without doing it today, there may not be another day, I'll be back....."

ASR to Arnav when they find Khushi at the pool , "There she is, oh no she twisted her foot, let me help her out Arnav, hang on,"

Arnav, "Whoa, you and help, hmm you just need an excuse for e

Apr 25, 2012

THE BODY & SOUL....(A)rnav (S)ingh (R)aizada Continued.... (By dd-IPKKND Fan) (Thanked: 6 times)

Convo 6 -THE DIWALI SCENE

Khushi is busy lighting the diyas, and ASR/Arnav walk down the stairs........

ASR/Arnav mesmerized by Khushi and the scene.........................then Lavanya asks ASR to help out Khushi to come out of the diya maze.

Arnav, "Go on you got the chance to be near her, Bless You LA,.......Khushi has placed her hand into yours ASR, hold on to it, there she stumbles again, GREAT..........LA hope you don't return back not yet!"

ASR, "Gosh, what is happening to me, I can feel the chemistry between us, her touch, her eyes, they follow me everywhere.......she seems nervous Arnav........ I am drawn towards her, I have to return the payal back to her ......I can't stay without doing it today, there may not be another day, I'll be back....."

ASR to Arnav when they find Khushi at the pool , "There she is, oh no she twisted her foot, let me help her out Arnav, hang on,"

Arnav, "Whoa, you and help, hmm you just need an excuse for everything, boy am I glad she hurt her foot, don't look at me like that, ASR you too agree on that!"......

ASR to Arnav after he put on the payal for Khushi, "Gosh I'm going crazy, when Khushi gave out that small cry of pain, and buried her fingers into my shoulder, I just wanted to KISS AND SHUT AWAY THE PAIN.......I have to feel those lips on mine, or else I'm gonna go mad, but would she reject me?". Arnav, "Go on, you wouldn't be ASR if you didn't try, she has never pushed you away, and she won't this time......she feels the same, I know it........"

After A WORLD-WIDE SIGH GIVEN OUT BY ARSHI FANS THAT NIGHT, and ASR realizes what he intended to do.... moves away from Khushi, leaving her dejected and surprised at what just could have happened.

Arnav, "ASR damn your phone, why did you back off, I wanted to kiss her dammit.........Khushi too was ready for it.....why did..........."

ASR interrupting Arnav, "Shut up, how could I have lost control, Me! Arnav Singh Raizada, when in a relationship with Lavanya...and fall for a girl like Khushi, what am I doing? I need to get away from here and fast.....and I m not going to answer any of her questions" Arnav, "COWARD!, she is demanding answers, how could YOU?" she has a right to know why you held on to her payal, and what just happened out there, the ALMOST KISS, tell her ASR.....tell her HOW I FEEL ABOUT HER".

ASR, "there is nothing to tell, I got to go and stay away from me Arnav, it's all because of YOU. You make me do and feel things I don't want to even think of, let go of ME". Arnav, "Your hurting me ASR and yourself, and Khushi.......why can't you just let me live a little?" ASR, "You know I can't."

Arnav, "damn you ASR.......why do you do this to ME."

Convo 7 - THE DAY ASR FINDS OUT ABOUT KHUSHI'S ENGAGEMENT

Arnav, "ASR just slide that ring on to her finger, now's your chance to make up for the hurt you caused her, but she seems different when she just entered, the way she looked at you"......... " ASR, "here I go"..........

Khushi tells him he can't put it on for her since it is her engagement ring. Arnav burning inside, "NO NO NO, this can't be happening.................I don't believe this! She is mine, Khushi can never belong to someone else......how, when,......she doesn't love that guy who ever it may be, ASR, all this has happened because of YOU, your rejection of her on Diwali night......and the way you have been treating her, insulting her and what not". You've never made an attempt to tell her how I feel, it's always about winning, well you just lost your battle of APOLOGIZES isn't it?" ASR, "Why didn't she say something......or give a hint or whatever..........doesn't she realize there is something between us?"

A screaming Arnav to ASR, "Say something! And to YOU?....why should she, have you ever had a decent one-line conversation with her, you are at loggerheads with her half the time. You expect her to just wait for the day you will tell her how I feel, ......ok so your eyes speak to each other, but Khushi seeks ME (YOUR SOUL).......in you ASR.......and she hasn't found it yet in you because you have crushed me so badly I cannot rise until you let go of YOURSELF!"

ASR, fuming, mad and angrier than ever, "Arnav, that's it! ENOUGH........stop the nonsense Khushi is not your Soul Mate" Arnav, "You said It". ASR, "This is just another game she wants to win against me and I am not going to let it happen, yeah I am going to get engaged to LA, in a day or so and I'll be damned if I don't prove her wrong". She'll pay a price for today...I don't care how much that hurts". Arnav, "Hurt who? Khushi, You or Me?" I have lost her ASR" ASR to Arnav, "Fine then, so be it..... I am not going to think of her anymore....she has her life.......I have nothing to do with her from today and so do YOU." Arnav, "we shall see about that".

In between, Arnav and ASR have been having many such conversations, as their relationship with Khushi was turning out to be a cat and mouse game. And then came the entry of NK.

To be continued.......

Foot Notes

Pepper, was too impatient.....so put up the post earlier than planned. Will continue with the other parts in a few days.

I sincerely believe Milady and or Meri would have done a better job than me on the above post, with their fantastic and rich vocabulary to bring out the passionate side of our ASR.

Secondly ASR's behavior does force me to think he suffers from Bipolar Disorder. Typical BDs during their elevated mood swings, tend to hurt their loved ones the most, and when they are on a low regret what they do......BD characters DO NOT FORGET what they have done or said during those elevated moods........ and their depression/sadness is due to the fact that they regret what damage they have caused... They are risk takers, fearless and do everything in extremes, very successful in whatever they do, either in their personal lives or in business.

Dearies, if anyone one of you wish to add to this post with conversations on some other situations please go ahead, though restrict it to only between ASR & ARNAV....I'd love to read them even if it is just for laughs.........

Thank you

dd-IPKKND Fan

Convo 6 -THE DIWALI SCENE

Khushi is busy lighting the diyas, and ASR/Arnav walk down the stairs........

ASR/Arnav mesmerized by Khushi and the scene.........................then Lavanya asks ASR to help out Khushi to come out of the diya maze.

Arnav, "Go on you got the chance to be near her, Bless You LA,.......Khushi has placed her hand into yours ASR, hold on to it, there she stumbles again, GREAT..........LA hope you don't return back not yet!"

ASR, "Gosh, what is happening to me, I can feel the chemistry between us, her touch, her eyes, they follow me everywhere.......she seems nervous Arnav........ I am drawn towards her, I have to return the payal back to her ......I can't stay without doing it today, there may not be another day, I'll be back....."

ASR to Arnav when they find Khushi at the pool , "There she is, oh no she twisted her foot, let me help her out Arnav, hang on,"

Arnav, "Whoa, you and help, hmm you just need an excuse for everything, boy am I glad she hurt her foot, don't look at me like that, ASR you too agree on that!"......

ASR to Arnav after he put on the payal for Khushi, "Gosh I'm going crazy, when Khushi gave out that small cry of pain, and buried her fingers into my shoulder, I just wanted to KISS AND SHUT AWAY THE PAIN.......I have to feel those lips on mine, or else I'm gonna go mad, but would she reject me?". Arnav, "Go on, you wouldn't be ASR if you didn't try, she has never pushed you away, and she won't this time......she feels the same, I know it........"

After A WORLD-WIDE SIGH GIVEN OUT BY ARSHI FANS THAT NIGHT, and ASR realizes what he intended to do.... moves away from Khushi, leaving her dejected and surprised at what just could have happened.

Arnav, "ASR damn your phone, why did you back off, I wanted to kiss her dammit.........Khushi too was ready for it.....why did..........."

ASR interrupting Arnav, "Shut up, how could I have lost control, Me! Arnav Singh Raizada, when in a relationship with Lavanya...and fall for a girl like Khushi, what am I doing? I need to get away from here and fast.....and I m not going to answer any of her questions" Arnav, "COWARD!, she is demanding answers, how could YOU?" she has a right to know why you held on to her payal, and what just happened out there, the ALMOST KISS, tell her ASR.....tell her HOW I FEEL ABOUT HER".

ASR, "there is nothing to tell, I got to go and stay away from me Arnav, it's all because of YOU. You make me do and feel things I don't want to even think of, let go of ME". Arnav, "Your hurting me ASR and yourself, and Khushi.......why can't you just let me live a little?" ASR, "You know I can't."

Arnav, "damn you ASR.......why do you do this to ME."

Convo 7 - THE DAY ASR FINDS OUT ABOUT KHUSHI'S ENGAGEMENT

Arnav, "ASR just slide that ring on to her finger, now's your chance to make up for the hurt you caused her, but she seems different when she just entered, the way she looked at you"......... " ASR, "here I go"..........

Khushi tells him he can't put it on for her since it is her engagement ring. Arnav burning inside, "NO NO NO, this can't be happening.................I don't believe this! She is mine, Khushi can never belong to someone else......how, when,......she doesn't love that guy who ever it may be, ASR, all this has happened because of YOU, your rejection of her on Diwali night......and the way you have been treating her, insulting her and what not". You've never made an attempt to tell her how I feel, it's always about winning, well you just lost your battle of APOLOGIZES isn't it?" ASR, "Why didn't she say something......or give a hint or whatever..........doesn't she realize there is something between us?"

A screaming Arnav to ASR, "Say something! And to YOU?....why should she, have you ever had a decent one-line conversation with her, you are at loggerheads with her half the time. You expect her to just wait for the day you will tell her how I feel, ......ok so your eyes speak to each other, but Khushi seeks ME (YOUR SOUL).......in you ASR.......and she hasn't found it yet in you because you have crushed me so badly I cannot rise until you let go of YOURSELF!"

ASR, fuming, mad and angrier than ever, "Arnav, that's it! ENOUGH........stop the nonsense Khushi is not your Soul Mate" Arnav, "You said It". ASR, "This is just another game she wants to win against me and I am not going to let it happen, yeah I am going to get engaged to LA, in a day or so and I'll be damned if I don't prove her wrong". She'll pay a price for today...I don't care how much that hurts". Arnav, "Hurt who? Khushi, You or Me?" I have lost her ASR" ASR to Arnav, "Fine then, so be it..... I am not going to think of her anymore....she has her life.......I have nothing to do with her from today and so do YOU." Arnav, "we shall see about that".

In between, Arnav and ASR have been having many such conversations, as their relationship with Khushi was turning out to be a cat and mouse game. And then came the entry of NK.

To be continued.......

Foot Notes

Pepper, was too impatient.....so put up the post earlier than planned. Will continue with the other parts in a few days.

I sincerely believe Milady and or Meri would have done a better job than me on the above post, with their fantastic and rich vocabulary to bring out the passionate side of our ASR.

Secondly ASR's behavior does force me to think he suffers from Bipolar Disorder. Typical BDs during their elevated mood swings, tend to hurt their loved ones the most, and when they are on a low regret what they do......BD characters DO NOT FORGET what they have done or said during those elevated moods........ and their depression/sadness is

Apr 25, 2012

THE BODY & SOUL....(A)rnav (S)ingh (R)aizada Continued.... (By dd-IPKKND Fan) (Thanked: 7 times)

Secondly ASR's behavior does force me to think he suffers from Bipolar Disorder. Typical BDs during their elevated mood swings, tend to hurt their loved ones the most, and when they are on a low regret what they do......BD characters DO NOT FORGET what they have done or said during those elevated moods........ and their depression/sadness is due to the fact that they regret what damage they have caused... They are risk takers, fearless and do everything in extremes, very successful in whatever they do, either in their personal lives or in business.

Dearies, if anyone one of you wish to add to this post with conversations on some other situations please go ahead, though restrict it to only between ASR & ARNAV....I'd love to read them even if it is just for laughs.........

Thank you

dd-IPKKND Fan

May 2, 2012

Additions - Sangeet Scene & The Terrace Scene (By dd-IPKKND Fan) (Thanked: 15 times)

Hi Folks - some more conversations between ASR and Arnav.

Convo 8 General Conversation

ASR, "What's this NK fussing over Khushi? They talk like they are long lost friends. She's hardly known him. What the hell!"

Arnav, "Are we jealous now, I'm not too fond of the guy ASR, he gets on my nerves as well seriously, but I think he is harmless." ASR, "but he keeps following Khushi like a bloody puppy wherever she goes...."

ASR, continues, "I don't believe this guy, he turned up at Khushi's house with roses, how can he just presumes she likes him!"

Arnav , "ASR, looks like NK too is smitten by her, and he will end up sweeping Khushi off her feet, whilst we are left standing and gaping at both them!"

ASR, "What? Do you think even for a moment, I would let that happen? No way! He may be making his stupid moves, but he is a real clown."

Convo 9 SANGEET SCENES

ASR gets impatient seeing NK eagerly waiting for Khushi to arrive, "Arnav why is this chap so eager to meet her?" Arnav, "Well the same reason that WE are"......ASR, "Hah I'm just waiting to see us win against Khushi in the contest, that's all..... and, we are going to win I will make sure about that." Arnav, "for once can't you just enjoy the event, why is it always about winning, gosh you just don't give up do you?"

Khushi on stage for her performance......Arnav, "ASR ASR.....wow! Khushi looks beautiful in that gold outfit......ASR! Can you hear me....." ASR lost in thought and staring at the stage, "yeah I do, she looks amazing! I can actually make out her silhouette......gosh can't believe it's her.....damn.....and to top it off she dances like a dream.....I can't take my eyes off her!"

ASR continues, "Oh and this outfit that she has worn, unbelievable.....she looks kind of cute and sexy too and those moves....oh boy, I'm floored."Arnav to ASR during the song Jiji tera Jeth dewana, "ASR she has struck a chord hasn't she, she managed to get you cracking....." ASR, "yeah she did Arnav, she did......Khushi sure has the key to my heart, but she just doesn't know it yet."

Khushi is on stage waiting for her partner who hasn't yet turned up. Arnav to ASR, "what's happening Khushi seems upset, she is almost in tears". ASR to Arnav, "I'm going up there,." Arnav, "WHAT? Are you ready for this, everyone's watching us ASR!"

ASR, "yeah I'm ready, I don't know if she ready.....will she allow me..... I have to know"

ASR continues, "Arnav, can't bear to see her like this.......now don't lecture me about the winning part.......do you want me to go or not?" Arnav, "Pal, of course I do and RUN before that NK turns up in front of her, quick....".

After the end of the dance Teri Meri.....ASR leaning against the wall, "Arnav, gosh I dont know what came over me, the minute I held her hand I was on fire...... , her body so close to mine, I could feel her breath linger on my face, that tiny waist, I had to feel it, I couldn't help myself, those fingers entwined in mine, my heart is still racing........... Khushi saw YOU in ME.!.........I'm still shaking and I can't disguise it anymore.....The Song, The Moment, The Dance, Khushi in my arms.... It was MAGIC, pure MAGIC. And I want to say this to You, I AM GLAD YOU REMAINED IN ME ARNAV, I DONT THINK I CAN EVER LET YOU GO."

Arnav, "ASR, I need you just as much as you do, you are my resting place, you stirred ME back to LIFE today! And Khushi is the one who lit the fire within me (SOUL), ....She is the ONE.... there can never be another, Our SoulMate."

Arnav continues, " you are a stubborn bloke though, and yeah your hands were all over her (with a twinkle in his eye).....Oh no! Nani and gang, here they come, you are answerable to them, I am out of here".

When the Raizadas all ganged up on ASR with shock and surprise, Arnav, "Move, go on escape, fast, and calm Khushi, she seems shaken up too .... .....everyone's looking for her."

Convo 10- THE TERRACE SCENE

Before witnessing the terrace scene, ASR to Arnav, "We almost lost Di today, and I can't lose Khushi not now, not ever! I have to tell Khushi how I feel. I tried when she came down to see me, but all those aunts and people! I think I saw her go to the terrace," smiling, "yeah I should find her there...."

When ASR opens the terrace door and witnesses Shyam's arms around Khushi, tightly hugging her, speaking of his love for her, and she in turn asking him to leave his Di.

Arnav crying his heart out in anguish, "ASRRRRRRRRRRRR......Khushi and Jijaji! In his arms........and she wants Jijaji to leave DI!......Traitor...........in the arms of another, a married man! Why did Khushi do this to ME! How could she have cheated? She betrayed us, and me like a fool fell in love with this woman. I feel sick seeing them together! She just killed me ASR."

ASR fuming with anger and disbelief, "What did I tell you Arnav, there is nothing called LOVE and SOULMATE.......and Jijaji of all the people, he too had to fall for someone like her. What a game they have both played out. They have made a fool out of ME and the Raizadas. I could kill both of them right now. But only because of Di, I have to stay calm and tell her about her sick husband."

ASR continued, "Stay out of this mess ARNAV! They will be punished. I am not going to spare both of them. Khushi won't know what hit her.......I'll make sure I destroy her for what she has done to ME and Di, and I will not let that man have her........no way will I allow that. I will beat them to their own game."

Arnav, crying and holding onto ASR pleading, "wait, don't release me......let me stay and hide my pain in you, I have no other place to go. I can only live and die in YOU, just let me be."

To be continued....

May 19, 2012

Dedicted to Proy, Swarna, Miss Sonja my new found friends & BHBC Gang - Calling Fendi too (By dd-IPKKND Fan) (Thanked: 11 times)

CONVO 11 - THE WEDDING OF ARSHI & RELATED INCIDENTS

ASR, "How can someone with such an innocent face be involved in such deception? Why did it have to be Khushi? How could she do this to me? Every time I hurt her, I was hurting too, you know that. ....Arnav, I have to think how to cut off their dalliance. Need to rip them apart." continues, "He can't have her, ever!"

Arnav gives out a moan, 'JUST BIND HER, CHAIN HER, MARRY HER!" and bitterly weeps. ASR shocked, "ARNAV what!"

Arnav, "She stays as your wife. And Khushi wouldn't dare to cross the line with you watching her like a hawk. Think." ASR replies, "You are right, YES! And blackmail is the only way out now, and must be done and finished with today."

ASR, "Honestly Arnav, I wish I could just run away from it all,........why do I have to return back home, why can't I just sit here and cry..........the man has not given me even a day to mourn, but I will not let him win before the night ends."

(Here I truly believe the act/deed was carried out by ASR but the calling on marriage was made by Arnav)

ASR to Arnav, "Arnav I don't know how am I supposed to survive, seeing her face day in and day out without thinking of her in his arms, and their sick affair? Its killing me Arnav, its killing me! How do I go on?"

Arnav crying and hurting to ASR, "Hold on to me ASR, I am with you in this burning hole. I am with you."

When Khushi questions ASR about the reasons for the marriage....

Arnav, "why don't you tell her, speak up ASR!"

ASR to Arnav, " No I won't, why should I? I cannot bear to listen to her utter those horrible words and tell me in my face. Why should she see me so weak, and then laugh back at me. No way, I will not let her gloat over my misery."

It's a torment and struggle for all of them.

Suhaag Raat Scene:

ASR enters his bedroom, and sees Shyam looking at Khushi sitting on the bed.

ASR to Arnav, "I could kill this man this very minute with my bare hands. He would be dead meat by now, if it wasn't for Di. That is my wife sitting there, can't he get it? Still eyeing her?"

Arnav, "Gosh ASR she looks so beautiful like a princess sitting there, I am not surprised by Shyam's behaviour."

ASR, "Yeah Arnav, she does make a beautiful bride,........ I can't stand and stare, and make known to her what I feel right now. Why is she sitting on my bed, who the hell told her to?

So ASR turns his back to Khushi and starts insulting her and he ends up throwing her out at the pool.

ASR thinks and says, "I will not let her in my room. She deserves to be thrown out there in the cold. And I don't care how much it hurts, I am hurting too. Arnav don't ask me to be lenient with her, if its torture for her then its torture for me too."

Arnav, "But ASR, why can't you let her stay inside? "

ASR, "Arnav, if Khushi were to provoke the beast in me, what am I supposed to do, what could stop me from not wanting her and claiming her as my own. For both our sakes, its best she stays out. Do I have a choice?"

When Arnav sees Khushi shivering out at the pool side.

Arnav, "Look at her ASR, she is just sitting there crying and shivering."

ASR to Arnav, "So what, I hate her for doing this to me and Di, let her be, why must I care?

Arnav, "ASR what are you thinking man, just pass the blanket to her. I can't bear to see her like this! Don't be heartless ASR, please I beg of you, go on for my sake!"

Then ASR throws the blanket to Khushi who pushes it away.

ASR to Arnav, "You saw that didn't you Arnav? Gosh! She is so damn stubborn. Now don't tell me to go and put it on her. I am not doing that, never."

Khushi wears Arnav's WHite Shirt Scene

ASR enters his room and finds Khushi hiding behind the curtain....and...

ASR, "What the, my shirt....feel like taking it off her right now......stop it stop it, where are my thoughts turning to and Mamiji spying on us like that! Why do I have to touch her?

Arnav to ASR, "What is the Doll doing in your shirt ASR?" She looks damn cute and kind of sexy ASR, why didn't she leave the top button open!"

ASR, "Arnav shut up, .........how dare she wears it? And those lipstick marks! She thinks she can turn me on with all those tactics of hers! I better put her in her place!"

And then ASR pushes Khushi away and tells her to take his shirt off.

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To be continued......

Jun 3, 2012

Water Fight at AR Group and others - Swarna, Scoobs, Pepper - just for You Updates (By dd-IPKKND Fan) (Thanked: 14 times)

Hey everyone thank you for those awesome comments, just as you enjoyed reading it, I enjoyed penning it.

And whilst writing I realized one thing, hell I had to think like a MAN!

WATER FIGHT AT AR GROUP

ASR to Arnav, shaking his head with disbelief "Seriously! I didn't know what I was getting into marrying this girl. She is a real live-wire, can't take no for an answer, that to from ME, Arnav Singh Raizada!"

ASR fuming with anger continues telling Arnav, "How dare she walk right into my office, who the hell she thinks she is! Whilst my staff look on! She can't get away with this nonsense. And stop standing there with your arms folded. This is all because of you."

Arnav smiling and having fun at ASR's cost, "Now what have I done? Is it my fault if she looks so damn hot even in a state of anger, those eyes I could just drown in them?"

ASR in a fit of rage, "What! She threw that stupid mug of water at ME? I'll show her who is boss around here."

Arnav now rolling with laughter, "Oh My God, what has she done, and what have you done, is that all you could do to your darling little wife? Get her drenched and make her look all the more alluring and sizzling hot for ME. Oh boy! It seems to me you are just about to lose your own battle."

ASR, "Arnav , between YOU & ME, you know damn well what I am going through, STOP adding fuel to the fire! That hair on my face just killed me man. Right now I have the urge to just carry the tigress over my shoulder right into my car. If it wasn't for those damn people from London, I'd do just that."

ASR continues after Khushi walks out of the office, "Why doesn't this woman just give up? Gosh she is still raging and fuming, doesn't she understand what she is doing to me right now? I could just kiss that big beautiful mouth and shut her up."

(When watching this scene, felt it WAS A PASSIONATE.... MAN- WOMAN EGO FIGHT. ASR being a man couldn't afford to lose the battle to his crazy wife at any cost, hence he took the step of blackmailing Khushi into thinking he got Akash's signature on the papers).

Holi Day scenes

Arnav to ASR, "Its Holi today, so let's go and see what the fun is all about. Now be a stuck up, have fun sometimes, the whole family seems happy."

"Hey wait, its Khushi with the pagadi, aww ASR she has never looked so beautiful.....gosh what's happening, so she got Naniji to forgive her as well. She knows how to win hearts."

ASR to Arnav, "That bloody swine is all set to apply gulaal on Khushi. How dare he? Not while I am around. He cannot. I'd break his hands before he does that."

Arnav goes and applies the gulaal on Khushi, and Khushi then is told to apply for Arnav.

Arnav to ASR when applying on Khushi's face, "ASR, do it, colour her with my love, did you see she closed her eyes the minute you touched her.....she feels something. Why did she not accept that Shyam put the gulaal on her? Why did she object? I'm wondering."

Arnav, "Wait ASR, let her colour ME, let me feel her warm caress, even if it is for a fleeting moment."

ASR, "Arnav I do too, the moment is magical.......it's just Khushi and me"

After Khushi applies the gulaal, Arnav touches his cheek.

ASR & Arnav talk "Is it for real, did she really do it, the touch of her fingers on my cheek."

AFTER KHUSHI CONSUMED BHAANG

ASR to Arnav, "What the......she seems to be sounding funny, what's wrong with Khushi. Oh No! she has drank that Bhaang what trouble now, opening her mouth and telling on me to Naniji and Di. Wait I got to stop her, before she starts talking..."

After Arnav is made to drink Bhaang by Khushi.

ASR to Arnav, "Why am I feeling so strange, oh gosh, I feel like I am in heaven.....and where is Khushi......"

"There she is, in a world of her own. Look at her Arnav, dancing away. She is beautiful, her hair, her eyes, her smile, so damn cute, poetry in motion."

Arnav continues, "ASR, ASR, you seem to sound funny, what's wrong with you, that bhaang has got to you Man."

Arnav, "ASR, where is Khushi, she here just now, let's looks for her, what if she is hurt, she is not in a state to take care of herself. Let's go come one."

AFTER KHUSHI FAINTS IN ARNAV'S ARMS

Arnav, "Just take her to the poolside and lay her down. I told you she is not okay. "

Arnav to ASR, "I am going to tell her how I feel. Where are you ASR?...It's the best moment. She is demanding an answer, and I am going to give it to her. I don't care anymore, she is by my side, it is all that matters. I haven't stopped loving her, and I can't even if I want to."

ASR to Arnav, " My head is spinning. Gosh .Yeah you are right about that Arnav, I can't deny it anymore....I have fallen deeper and deeper into this abyss.........I have been living with her, how could I not."

Arnav, "Just let me live this beautiful moment and cherish it, it may never come again, I don't know."

TIKKA LICIOUS SCENE (THIS IS FOR YOUR PEPPER)

ASR , "Arnav I don't know what has gotten into Khushi. She seems to be behaving really strange. What's this new nonsense with the Swami act! Trying to lure me!"

Arnav to ASR, "Ahhh ASR, you are getting affected by her. You know what I just love this lovey dovey side of her, .............awwww.............. she makes such a self-sacrificing wife.....wish it was for real, but I know the little lamb is just trying to tempt you."

After Khushi puts the tikka for Arnav bending her head and touching his forehead.

ASR is completely flustered with her move, can't handle it anymore so walks out of the room.

ASR to Arnav, "Gosh, this girl doesn't know what she just did to me. Had to walk out of there. Her face has never been this close to me Arnav! She has never touched me like this. I wanted to cusp her face and pull it down. What a moment! I tell you Arnav, her pagalpan is driving me crazy. What do I do? This is getting very difficult. Very soon I may forget the circumstances of our marriage!"

ASR continues, "You know what strange, but I realized that she backed off suddenly, Why Arnav, why did she move away, giving a silly explanation. Was she affected just as much as I was?"

GUPTA HOUSE STAY SCENES

Arnav to ASR, "You know what here you can be yourself ASR, no pretence.......it's a crazy family but they kind of make you feel loved and I can see that they adore you ASR."

ASR to Arnav, "Yeah, here there may not be the luxuries of RM, but they are a loving lot, very genuine folks. I like Buaji a lot, she is so warm and funny too."

(Sharing bed space) SCOOBY & SWARNA - DEDICATED TO YOU

ASR to Arnav pacing the room, "What the hell, I have to sleep on the same bed as her? She expects me to keep my hands to myself! This is bloody torture. My own bed is twice the size and yet we haven't shared the bed. Oh my gosh, what am I supposed to do now, what have I landed myself into!."

ASR to Arnav, "First and foremost its hot in here. And this woman can't even keep her hand and legs to herself. Gosh she is all over me, and I have to keep pushing her away, anyone would think I am a bloody monk! Arnav, if it wasn't for you, you know what would end up happening. Can you hear me, or are you just turning deaf to my woes."

Arnav giving away his crooked smile, "I can hear you quite well, enjoy whilst it last....she looks kind of cute nah lying there beside you..... .......hmmm its bliss, funny you are the lucky one to have her all over you, so stop complaining. Why don't you just put your arm around her waist? Just try...."

ASR " Ah ha, no ways will I do that Arnav, you know there is no stopping then, she is so damn irresistible, that stupid Arnav Rekha needs to be there for me to know that I should not cross the line"

When Khushi holds on to Arnav's T/Shirt.

Arnav to ASR, "See ASR she clings to you for comfort! Let her be.......don't push it away!"

ASR to Arnav looking at Khushi adoringly, "Yeah Arnav, I won't , she is so adorable, just like an angel......"

ASR continues, "Arnav, Khushi is my prisoner, I have bound her and yet I feel chained to her, sometimes I am afraid......... she would free herself and unchain me someday.....I cannot let her go........"

And so Arnav was found holding on to Khushi's hand that moonlit night.

Thank You

dd-IPKKND Fan

Jul 4, 2012

Calling Fendi, Swarna, Greva - Just for You - ARNAV SINGH RAIZADA (By dd-IPKKND Fan) (Thanked: 18 times)

Fendi my dear - Apologize for the delay in updating this post.

Swarna darling - You reminded me. Thank You

Greva my neighbour - You have been anxiously waiting - There you go

And to all who have read and left comments -A Big Thank you - Love you all.

KIDNAPPING SCENES

After Arnav has been kidnapped and brought to the warehouse. Whilst in captivity

ASR to Arnav, "Arnav..........Arnav why aren't you saying something. Talk to me. .....stay with me Arnav."

Arnav crying his heart out replies, "ASR......I am here with you. I am just tired and weary ASR.....my soul cries for her, I yearn for her, I cannot think of anything else right now. "

ASR sobbing, "Arnav, I have lost the battle to you. You win Arnav"

Arnav, "ASR it is not about winning or losing. It is about acceptance. It is to love back despite being wronged. It is about having faith in your love. Hate cannot drive out Hate ASR. And Khushi has proved that to you and to me."

ASR then continues, "Do you know something.... Arnav..........you always stayed connected with her....through your soul.....but for me...it was always physical..... I miss her terribly, her physical presence, her voice, her nearness.... even before the wedding. Since her days at Shanti Van.... I have never been away from her this long....since we have known her in fact........... our fights.....me roughing her up always, bruising her....I miss all that....our arguments, her crazy behavior, her maddening ways.....and the last I saw of her.........her wanting to prove to me that she did no wrong.......to give her time....... those teary-eyes calling out to me.....they come to haunt me.......she did not want me to go....and once again I did not listen........... neither to her nor to you Arnav..... I am sorry"......He puts his head down and cries.

Arnav to ASR, "It shouldn't have happened this way."

ASR to Arnav, "Is this LOVE?....I remember telling Khushi that I write my own Destiny.....But I just couldn't figure out that My Destiny lies with her...........I am afraid Arnav for the first time.........Arnav.....I may never see her again....I have to tell her how I feel."

Arnav, "ASR .............tell her what is in your heart, before it is too late, but how will you let her know."

ASR, "I just do not know when and how"

When Khushi is at the other end of the phone call.

ASR, "Its Khushi.....Oh Gosh...she is sobbing.....I can hear her weeping Arnav......Damn....I can't bear it anymore...."

And then Arnav Singh Raizada says "Khushi I Love You"

Arnav to ASR, "You spoke those words..... ASR.......at last...you said it....and I felt her soul touch mine......I felt connected deep within me...........at last......I just know it......she feels the same.....you are her strength, I am her soul"

ASR to Arnav, "I wish I could hold her right now Arnav, I wish I could feel her and touch her."

When ASR senses Khushi's Presence Behind the Wall-

Why is she here, how did she find me? How did she land here?

ASR to Arnav, "Arnav! Arnav!....she is here......I know it.....she is here I can feel her damn it....."

He calls out her name. And he sees her...... And the goon comes.....

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ASR to Arnav, "He dare not touch her, I will kill him....he dare not."

Arnav screaming at ASR, "What are we supposed to do...I feel helpless.....I am scared......Damn this barrier......he is there with her....ASR! What the Hell are you waiting for? She is calling out to you!.....Do something before she gets hurt! DAMN YOU......... DO SOMETHING BEFORE IT IS TOO LATE."

ASR now in a rage, cannot contain his anger anymore, "NOBODY TOUCHES MY GIRL, NO ONE DARE TO THAT TO MY KHUSHI!"

And so opens the grill and comes to the rescue of Khushi smashing up Rocky the Bozo!

Khushi runs into ASR's arms! The thoughts of ASR & ARNAV when Khushi hugged him!

ASR & Arnav's feelings "Oh My Beloved......My Solace, My Strength, My Love, My Life, My Destiny...... it feels so good.......Heaven is in my arms, This is Bliss.....My world is in my arms.......... I longed for this someday never thought it would happen to soon......I feel content and at peace.......she is here with me...... I feel every part of her.....HER SOUL HER BODY HER MIND.....She is here to stay and I intend to keep her that way....... With Me......Within Me......She is Mine and Will Be Forever!"

ASR to Arnav, "Arnav I must say today you are the reason Khushi is in my arms. She has come seeking YOU"

Arnav to ASR, "Wrong ASR, you are my identity....... my persona...... there is no Arnav without ASR...And no ASR without Arnav.........she has neither come to Arnav nor ASR........ KHUSHI OUR SOULMATE HAS COME HOME........ TO SEEK....TO LOVE The Body (YOU) & The Soul(ME) - ARNAV SINGH RAIZADA"

Thank you

dd-IPKKND Fan

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