ARSHI:SOULMATES???

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Apr 19

ARSHI:SOULMATES??? (By Arshidreams1) (Thanked: 122 times)

CHAPTER 92

Anjali dropped both Arnav and Khushi to RM and left to her home as it was already 11.00p.m.Shyam couldn’t come as he had to stay back with kids at home. Nani was awake waiting for them to return after making sure Khushi was fine she left to her room to retire for the day.

Arnav and Khushi entered their room...when Khushi went to washroom to change her dress and came back to see Arnav waiting for her in bed. Seeing him Khushi knew she had to tell about her panic attack and the reason for it that is Vidyut’s  call.

ASR(softly):Khushi.....

Khushi:(softly)Arnav I know you want to know what happened and why it happened I will tell you tomorrow and I need few answers from you too...I am really tired...can we just sleep for now??Please??

ASR(sighs):Okay....

Khushi freed his hand from the fracture belt and he lied on his side and Khushi took her side hugging him by his waist fell in to deep sleep as she was drained both physically and emotionally. Arnav kept looking at her face thinking the reason for Khushi’s panic attack until he fell in to deep slumber .

2.00A.M

Khushi was having nightmares again of Arnav leaving again but this time he was leaving her for Lavanya.....

Khushi was standing near the cliff and Arnav was holding Khushi’s hand and his other arm was wound around Lavanya such that if Arnav leaves her hand Khushi will fall off from the cliff. In her dream Khushi saw Arnav freeing his hand from Khushi’s hold which made her fall from the cliff......making her get up from the sleep.....and sat in the sitting position...her face and neck fully drenched in sweat.

Khushi(shouts):Arnav!!!

Arnav got up hearing Khushi’s shout...and placed his hand on her shoulder..Khushi looked at him shocked because of his sudden touch but relaxed seeing him and hugged him tightly because of her fear...sobbing clutching to him tightly

Khushi(sobs):Arnav...you love me right??I am important for you na??tell me...

ASR(surprised):Khushi...yes I love you a lot and your very much important to me...why are you asking so??what happened Khushi ??what did you see in your dream??

Khushi(sobs):I am scared....all are saying that you will leave me...will you??

Arnav came out of his hug and cupped Khushi’s face using his one hand...

ASR(concerned):Khushi!!who told you??

Khushi(in tears):I.....No....

ASR(softly):Khushi....tell me...

Khushi(tears):Vidyut called me when I was with NK he told me...that you will leave me soon....

ASR(shocked):What!!!Is that why you got panic attack??

Khushi(softly):I was worried!!I don’t know who was telling truth or not....!!

Arnav hugged Khushi once again...assuring her that he was with her ...always..

ASR(softly):You are the angel of my life Khushi...and I love you a lot....I myself don’t know how much you mean to me...I wish I could tell you...you know how i feel when you won’t be with me when you went to visit temple... i feel so irritated and disturbed when I won’t be able to speak to you or hear your voice...I don’t like it whenever we fight or your hurt because of me...and I felt as if my breath stopped after listening to NK that you have been admitted in hospital... You mean everything to me Khushi...don’t even have a tiny dowt about it...

Khushi tightened her hold around him listening to his words...slowly she came out of his hold to see Arnav looking at her with tender expression...she cupped his face and moved closer to him and placed her lips on his feeling overwhelmed listening to his confession and happy that he cared for her...though the kiss was surprise for Arnav he soon took control over the kiss and kissed her passionately conveying his feelings through kiss. Both broke apart gasping for air...and lied on their sides of bed  feeling somewhat relaxed after sharing each other’s feelings. Khushi held Arnav’s hand in her’s and soon fell asleep..whereas  Arnav thought  he has to deal with Vidyut very soon as he was interfering in his personal life and mainly Khushi’s.

Khushi got up late at 7.30A.M and got fresh and came downstairs to see Arnav was already having tea with Nani .She also came to know that Arnav had taken the help of OP and had finished taking bath as well which surprised her.

Nani(smiles):How are you Khushi beta??

Khushi(smiles):I am fine Nani...

Nani: Your mother had called saying that she couldn’t reach you as your phone was not reachable so she told me to inform you that your dad got to know about your health and is adamant to meet you...so they will be here by 10.

Khushi: Oh!!Nani I think my phone i left in the mall itself along with my purse...

ASR: Don’t worry...NK had already called me he told he will pick it up from there and drop it here as he is also coming here after sometime..

Khushi:Oh...okay....

10.00A.M

Soon Garima came along with worried Shashi who had got to know about Khushi’s panic attack after repeatedly asking Garima as he knew both Sohan and Garima were lying about something. After lots of hugs ,tears they all sat on the sofa and soon was joined by NK, Sohan, Anjali who had come to meet Khushi to make sure she was fine.Khushi was happy to see so many people caring for her and visiting her to know about her health.

Khushi excused from all and went to kitchen to help HP and OP to get tea and snacks for them all...

Garima:(softly)Subhadra ji we were thinking to take Khushi to our home for few days...we haven’t been with her after marriage and after yesterday’s incident..I am just worried for her...so that I can look after her for few days...

Arnav looked up as soon as he heard Khushi’s mom talking about taking Khushi to their home as if he would allow her to take Khushi to their house after knowing that she was partially responsible for Khushi’s state...

Before Nani could reply anything Arnav replied...

ASR(sternly):No...need Aunty...I will take care of my wife...

All looked at him surprised though they were used to his rude behaviour he was speaking more sternly this time with Garima leaving all of them confused...but Sohan somewhere knew about the change in behaviour all of a sudden...that as he knew  Garima was also a reason for Khushi’s problems in life But he hoped he won’t tell anything to Garima that would create problem in their relation  and mainly Kuku’s.

Garima was taken aback by the stern answer but however masked it very well and continued

Garima(softly):I understand Arnav beta..you can take care of her very well..but you also recently met with an accident and Subhadra  ji cannot stress at this stage so I was thinking I could take care of her for some days and it will be both change of place and mind for her..so I am just concerned after seeing her yesterday...

ASR(gritting his teeth):Where was this concern when you had forcefully married her to that scum Vidyut aunty??

There was gasps around him listening to his remark about Garima,Anjali,Sohan looked at him shocked whereas NK ,Nani where confused as thinking what was going on here whereas Shashi also looked at his son in law surprised for telling so...

Khushi who came out to ask Nani whether she would prefer coffee or tea was shocked to see Arnav speaking to her mother so rudely..

Khushi(surprised):Arnav!!

Hearing Khushi’s voice Arnav looked at Khushi who was looking at him in disappointed expression. Sohan knew Khushi wouldn’t take anything lightly when it came to her parents or regarding them.

ASR(sternly):Khushi will not go anywhere and will stay here itself...end of the discussion

Saying that he stormed out from the hall to his room....

Nani(softly):I apologize on behalf of chote Garima ji...he is just worried for Khushi I hope you understand...

Garima(in tears):Its ok....Subhadhra ji....I understand...

Anjali(sternly):NK bhai we have to speak with chote...come...

NK agreed and followed Anjali giving Khushi and her parents some  privacy where as Nani also went to her room to give them space to speak to each other.

Khushi(softly):I am sorry Amma...Arnav did not mean that he was in some tension and worried for me so he told like that don’t be sad....

Garima looked at Khushi in tears..

Garima(sadly):Whatever has happened is all because of me right Khushi..if I hadn’t forced you to marry  you wouldn’t be facing like this....

Khushi(sadly):No....Amma don’t say that..I know you didn’t mean any harm to me it was meant to happen so don’t think too much about Arnav’s words..he doesn’t know what he speaks in his anger....

Shashi(sighs):Yes Garima...it’s in the past leave it...Arnav beta would not have meant it..just see how much worried is her for our daughter....

Garima:Hmmmm.....

Khushi(smiles):Ok...smile now...everything is fine now....

Garima and Shashi smile listening to their daughter’s words....but Sohan looked worried as Khushi would be pissed with him for sharing too much details with Arnav...!!

Khushi ,Sohan and her parents chat together and after sometime Nani comes and joins them forgetting everything that happened while ago.

MEANWHILE IN ARNAV’S ROOM

Arnav was pacing furiously in the room remembering Garima’a words a little while ago...

Anjali and NK came inside shutting the door behind them not wanting his shouting to be heard downstairs.

Anjali(sternly):What was that chote downstairs??

ASR(confused):What di??

NK(disappointed):How can you behave that way with Khushi’s mom Arnav??

ASR(angrily):Oh..Just shut up NK!!You don’t know anything...

Anjali(sternly):If he doesn’t know anything..I know everything...explain..why did you speak to her like that??Let me remind you she is your wife’s mother..and the way you behave with her affects your relationship also...

ASR: But di.....because..of her mom...

Anjali(softly):It’s not only because of her Khushi got married  to Vidyut we are equally involved in it...and for your information it was due to Garima  aunty’s request Khushi considered your proposal so what will you say now??I am seriously upset with you chote..if Khushi is upset with her mom or angry let her deal with it..why are you behaving this way with her mom??As far as I know Khushi would not appreciate this kind of behaviour whatever may be the reason...here your not spoiling relationship with aunty but with Khushi.....don’t do something that you will regret later....

ASR(Surprised):Di..................

Anjali:(sighs)No chote I have heard enough from you...first you kiss her infront of all just because of some bet and then you shout at her for asking you to take rest as you have recently met with an accident and now you don’t even have a common sense to show some respect towards your mother-in-law??what is wrong with you??

ASR(guilty):Di...its because of her mom she is in this situation....so..

Anjali(sternly):I am tired of explaining it to you....if you can come and apologize for the behaviour downstairs  or else just leave ....by seeing your behaviour these days I don’t think even Khushi would tolerate you  anymore..........

ASR(shocked):Di!!!

Anjali(sighs):Come NK bhai..we will go downstairs its up to him to decide what he wants...!!

With that both NK and Anjali leave the room heading downstairs leaving Arnav lost in thoughts about his behaviour and Khushi....and their relation.

AFTER SOMETIME

All are in the hall except Arnav chatting casually and HP and OP preparing the lunch for all as Nani had insisted them to have lunch with them. Before they could move towards the dining table Arnav came downstairs making Arnav and NK look at each other..he came near Garima...and stood next to her making all of them look at him confused.

ASR(softly):I am sorry Aunty for being rude to you and bringing the topic of past...please forgive me...

Garima and all others looked at him shocked seeing ASR apologising but Khushi looked at him as if he was doing nothing new and he had already done it in front of her...

Garima(smiles):It’s ok..Arnav beta...I understand..I am happy seeing your concern for my daughter...

Nani(smiles):Ok...now let’s all have lunch together...

With that everyone proceeded towards the dining hall and started having food and Khushi chose to look at her plate than at Arnav who kept glancing at her direction to see her reaction.

Garima and Shashi left after bidding bye to all and Anjali  and NK left after them....now   only Sohan was left .

Arnav was in his room upstairs waiting for Khushi to come....

DOWNSTAIRS

Only Sohan and Khushi were present in the hall...

Khushi:Why did you tell all those to Arnav??

Sohan(softly):He wanted to know about your past Kuku...so i told ..I didn’t know it would turn out like this...

Khushi(sighs):He is not good at handling things...Sohan..from now on please let me handle such things than you telling anything about my past...i will tell him when i feel like...please..

Sohan(guilty):I am sorry Kuku...it’s all because of me....

Khushi(softly):No...Sohan it’s my life..I think till I die I have to keep fighting with one or the other...i feel tired...because of all these...

Sohan(surprised):Kuku!!dont say that...everything will be fine...I will leave now...

Khushi:Hmmmm....

With that Sohan leaves from RM unaware of the fact that Arnav had listened to their entire conversation making him feel even more guilty as he even created distance between two good cousins by just because of his so called anger!!


Apr 20

ARSHI:SOULMATES??? (By Arshidreams1) (Thanked: 141 times)

CHAPTER 93

Arnav went to his room thinking to solve all problems one by one saying so he called Paul

ON CALL

ASR(sternly):I want all details of Vidyut and his company’s on my table day after tomorrow and no reasons I need this time....

Paul(sighs):Will be done ASR...

Arnav ends the call and next calls Mr Gabriel that today he won’t be able to come to office and apologised  for the same....and soon called Aman and told him to handle things in the office as he would not be coming today .

Khushi enters the room totally angry and irritated by his behaviour she was in no mood to listen to his sorry and behave as before, she just hoped he didn’t open his mouth this time or else she didn’t know what she would do with him right now...

Seeing Khushi  ...Arnav was mustering courage to speak to  her but the great ASR was nervous  thinking how to approach Khushi seeing her all angry made him more nervous...

ASR(softly):Khushi......

But Khushi ignored him continued searching for the file as she needed  for some official work before training...

ASR(sighs):Khushi...I need to talk to you...

But again Khushi didn’t even look at him or looked like she heard him making him irritated...

Arnav went and made Khushi turn towards him....

ASR(sternly):I am speaking to you...can’t you hear me??

Khushi(sternly):So what should I do Arnav??

ASR(confused):Khushi??

Khushi: (sighs)Let me guess you will be telling me sorry for your behaviour and I will tell Okay be careful next time ...and you will do something else and again you will ask sorry right???this is what happens right??it’s better you keep doing things Arnav just forget about asking sorry also...because if you keep repeating the same there is no point in asking sorry or apologising.............

ASR(softly):Khushi...I didn’t mean to Its just that....

Khushi: Hold on Arnav .....everytime you have one or the other reason for your behaviour ...either you are angry or depressed or irritated or  in tension...but what about others...my mom didn’t have any reason to force me for marriage right??and I didn’t have any reason for saying you to take rest even after accident right??but only you have reason even to kiss me in the public for some stupid bet  or to shout at me late night or even to shout at me for asking to take care of yourself  am i right Mr Arnav Singh Raizada??

ASR(softly):Khushi....I know I have behaved as an idiot these days...but when your mom told about taking you home I couldn’t control so...

Khushi(angrily):So who gave you the right to speak like that to my mom Mr Raizada??You might be my husband but I won’t tolerate anyone speaking to my parents in that tone not even you....if you are thinking that You are ASR and you will do just as you like then you are highly mistaken Arnav because I won’t...!!and for what joy do you keep reminding me that this is my second marriage bringing up his name??tell me??are you not happy with me??or do you feel you should have married who was not a divorcee ??what is it Arnav??

ASR(shocked):No Khushi you are getting it all wrong!!

Khushi(calmly):Then what should I think!!tell me!! I married you thinking that I will leave behind my past and move on with you but you keep bringing that man every now and then...you know what I met Vidyut the other day outside pub when I went out to take a call of my mom and I had told him that my husband cares for me and my feelings only to be proven wrong within minutes just because you had the bet with him!!

ASR(guilty):Khushi that is because he told me that I should kiss you to prove that you love me and we are happy with each other...so..

Khushi(smiles sadly):So you kissed me in front of all...its not about the kiss its about how you easily fall in to their words and obey them just to prove your point...Is there any necessity to prove that we are happy or we love each other or not??till when..till when Arnav we will be proving ourselves in front of others??

ASR(sadly):Khushi...I know I am sorry but understand....

Khushi(shouts):No....I won’t Arnav...i won’t!! this time you will try to understand me ...why every time I have to understand you...and your reason behind your behaviour I am tired ...I am not a doll Arnav that you hurt me and next time you come and say sorry !!I can’t pretend that it’s okay with me when I am actually not...you don’t want me to care for you and don’t like mixing personal issues and official matters when I haven’t tried anything of that sort...and when Sohan had told you a bit of my past you didn’t leave first opportunity to insult my mother reminding about her mistakes in past!!what is all these??my family is your family right??would you have tolerated if I would have spoken with Nani in the same tone that you used for my mother??or have you taken me and my family for granted that your behaving this way??

ASR(softly):No....Khushi I didn’t mean to hurt you by all these...i haven’t taken you or your family also granted ..........

Khushi(sighs):I don’t need any explanations Arnav...sometimes a single word or few words are enough to create a break in the relation...i just hope that  your behaviour and words will  not be the reason for us to drift apart from each other..in the long run....

With that Khushi leaves the room heading downstairs....leaving a shocked and depressed Arnav behind....

Khushi started her scooty and started driving towards Anjali’s house as she wanted to be alone for sometime ...she reached in few minutes...and rang the bell ...

Anjali was surprised seeing Khushi at the door as they had come just an hour before from there....

Anjali(surprised):Khushi!!!

Khushi(softly):Di...can i stay here for tonight??please??

Anjali(smiles):Of course...come on...get in......

Though Anjali knew Khushi was worried about something she did not know what?? And Khushi was not the person to tell everything so easily....

Anjali:Khushi...you can use the guestroom upstairs get fresh and come...I ll prepare some tea...

Khushi:No...di..its ok..I’ll be at the back side in the garden....

Anjali:Okay....

Khushi goes to the garden as she needed sometime to calm herself and that was not possible in RM nor she could go to Gupta house as she would worry them unnecessarily.

Anjali called Arnav to know about Khushi’s arrival and reason for it...

ON CALL

Anjali: Chote...what is Khushi doing here??did you tell her something??she looked upset!!

ASR(shocked):What??Khushi  in your house??I thought...she is downstairs...No di...I did not tell her anything..but she is very upset with me for my behaviour with Garima aunty...I will come and pick her up....in an hour..

Anjali(sternly):No...chote Khushi has already told she will be staying here tonight so don’t come here...it will be good if you give her some time to be on her own...

ASR(worried):But di....

Anjali:I know you are worried...but don’t worry I will take care of her...I will call and inform Nani that I needed her help for something so i called her...okay??you just pretend you knew about Khushi going that’s all....and don’t keep calling Khushi and make her more irritated give her some space....understood??

ASR(sighs):Ok...di...take care of her di...please...

Anjali:I will chote...bye...

ASR: Bye...

Shyam came by 5.pm who was unaware of all these happenings got to know everything from Anjali from pub incident to today’s incident and was also disappointed with Arnav’s behaviour...

Shyam(sternly):I had told you Anjali .Arnav is a short tempered person...and look now he has hurt Khushi...

Anjali(sighs):I know Shyam...but can you speak to Khushi about it??as you know she shares her pain with you more than me??I don’t know how to approach her...so...

Shyam: Hmm...I will speak to her after dinner....only if she is ready to speak....

Khushi had silently her dinner even though Anjali tried to involve in the conversation Khushi was lost in her own thoughts...

After dinner Khushi went to terrace and stood enjoying the breeze....when Shyam came there...

Shyam(smiles):So finally my sister got time to visit our home after such a long time!!

Khushi smiles slightly at Shyam...

Shyam: How are you feeling now??

Khushi:I am fine jiju.....

Shaym(sighs):I am asking about internal pain Khushi not physical pain!!

Khushi looked at him surprised as he was speaking her mind...

Khushi: Nothing like that jiju....

Shyam: You know right you are like a sister for me??will you not share with me??

Khushi:Its nothing like that jiju...but...

Shyam:I know you don’t want to share details about yours and Arnav’s issues but you might have confusions about something right??

Khushi(sighs):Ya....jiju...I mean everything was proper when we initially got married but now we seem to have problem with everything...

Shyam(smiles):That is because your safe zone period is over...so...

Khushi:(confused)What are you saying jiju??

Shyam: That means  till 2 to 3 months of marriage a couple as in husband and wife will be cautious of their and each other’s behaviour knowing  the fact that they both are new and living with the new person and will always try to be good or make other feel comfortable but as soon as they become comfortable with each other they start behaving how they actually are...i am not saying that they fake for 2 to 3 months but they are more careful about each other’s wishes and opinions so most of the fights and issues start after 2 to 3 months of marriage when  the safe zone period is over when each of them behave as how they actually are!!

Khushi(surprised):Oh..!

Shyam:(smiles)Don’t be so surprised even me and Anjali used to fight a lot even still today we have issues...couples fight Khushi...it’s just that how you keep moving forward with your partner after the fight without any hard feelings from both the sides..!!And I know Arnav is a short tempered person he might have hurt you...but make him understand about it...as far as I know he would be either taking his frustration on his plants or on his PA Aman knowing that he has hurt you ...he is scared Khushi to express his feelings thinking that people will  control him and he is very much possessive also as you might already know about him!!

Khushi chuckles listening to Shyam as very well she knew how much possessive was her husband about her...

Shyam(smiles):Just because of 2 to 3 instances we cant forget the 1000 good things they have done for us right??

Khushi remembered instances where Arnav had taken care of her, respected her and given her wishes also priority and supported her...making her smile...

Khushi(smiles):Ya jiju...you are right...!!thank you...

Shyam:(smiles)You are always welcome my sister...

Shyam side hugs Khushi....and they leave downstairs where Khushi feels somewhat relaxed after speaking to Shyam and heads to guest room to sleep as she was tired.

Anjali comes inside Khushi’s room and clicks Khushi’s photo while sleeping  to send it to Arnav who was constantly texting her asking about Khushi.....

She sent the photo along with the message.....

MESSAGE READ:YOUR KHUSHI IS SLEEPING..SHE LOOKED RELAXED NOW AFTER SPEAKING TO SHYAM.HOPEFULLY TOMORROW SHE WILL BE BACK TO RM.YOU HAVE YOUR FOOD AND MEDS IF YOU DONT WANT TO PISS HER ANYMORE.TAKE CARE CHOTE.GOOD NIGHT...

Arnav relaxed seeing Khushi’s photo where she was sleeping hugging a pillow and kept looking at the photo until his eyes closed on its own falling in to deep sleep.

 


Apr 27

ARSHI:SOULMATES??? (By Arshidreams1) (Thanked: 187 times)

CHAPTER 94

Arnav got up at 7.00A.M and got ready to go to office after asking OP to help him to take bath and he did find it difficult to wear his coat and shirt but somehow he managed knowing that it was his mistake not recognising the value of Khushi in his life and in day to day life. He came down and had breakfast with Nani and had his meds too not wanting to hurt Khushi by  any of his actions he thought he should call her but remembered Anjali’s words and gave her the space to think and to be alone. With these thoughts he went to office hoping Khushi would be back by evening so that he can rectify his mistakes.

Mr Gabriel along with his son had meeting with ASR and his team discussing about the new project and its details and finally finished the meeting by 1.00 P.M. And they all proceeded towards his cabin to discuss the remaining things.

Gabrie(smiles)l: Mr Raizada I want to invite to the party that i am hosting tonight as its my son’s birthday  at XXXXX hotel and also to introduce him in my business circle as he is the one who will be handling my business very soon.

ASR(surprised):Oh...happy birthday Rayan...I will be there Mr Gabriel

Rayan (smiles ): Thank you

Mr Gabriel: And please come along with Mrs Raizada..it would be pleasure to meet her again...

Rayan: Yes ASR....I have called Khushi and invited her too ...

Though Arnav felt little odd seeing Rayan calling Khushi by name and he wanted to correct him also but since he was with NK and helped him to admit Khushi to hospital he just let it go...

ASR: Ya sure...

Rayan smiles back....

As soon as they left Arnav called Khushi to ask her if she wanted to come to party along with him  and also he had got the reason to call her now..thinking so he called her

Khushi saw her phone ringing and was bit surprised to see Arnav calling...she received his call not wanting to avoid talking to him and agitate him more..

Khushi:Hello...

Arnav smiled finally releasing his breath after hearing her voice as he was not sure that whether she would receive his call or not

ASR: Hello Khushi....How are you??

Khushi:I am fine....

ASR(fumbling):Are you willing to come to party tonight??

Khushi: Ya I will come Arnav only if you want me to come...if you don’t have any problem with me coming...

ASR:(shocked)No...no Khushi...why will I have any problem??In fact I wanted you to come...I will come and pick you by 7 P.M from RM is that Okay??

Khushi: No Arnav ....I will go to farm house and get ready there as I have to select clothes from there...

ASR: Ok them I will get ready and pick you up from farm house at 7.p.m is that fine??

Khushi: Okay...bye...

ASR(sighs):Bye....

Arnav felt happy thinking at least Khushi is speaking to him and has agreed to come with him to the party...

7.00P.M

As told 7.00p.m Arnav reached farmhouse with driver handling the wheel and came inside the house and went upstairs to see Khushi looking out of the world wearing a light blue color one shoulder gown and her hair tied in a bun  with simple studs as earrings.


Khushi's dress



ASR(smiles):You look beautiful...


He comes and kisses her on her cheek...surprising her..

Khushi(smiles):Thank you...Arnav...

ASR(smiles):Shall we??

Khushi: Sure...

Both take their place in the back seat of the car asking the driver to drive to the hotel where the party was being held.

Both were lost in their own thoughts not knowing what to speak ...so Arnav held Khushi’s hand in his..making her look at him...

ASR(softly):I am sorry...I shouldn’t have done those whatever may be the reason...

Khushi sighs and leans to him on his shoulder....

Khushi(softly):I am sorry too....I shouldn’t have shouted at you like that....

ASR: No Khushi whatever you told was right I needed that...to get some sense in my head...

Khushi looked at him surprised as he was not angry on her for shouting at him....

Soon they reached the place where the party was held it was held in the outdoor gardens as soon as they entered Arnav held Khushi’s hand in his left hand walking in to the party with the light smile on his face making Khushi also smile....

They went and wished Rayan first whereas Rayan couldn’t take his eyes off Khushi as she looked like some princess of story he knew she was wife of ASR and he had no right to see her or think about her in any way but his heart was making him feel weak in case of Khushi’s issue..and he saw how the ruthless or angry looking ASR was smiling slightly at both Khushi and NK as they were busy talking and making Arnav shake his head at NK’s not so funny jokes. He just wished he should have met Khushi before and things would have been different. Being born in a rich family Rayan had nothing that he didn’t get but because his parents had got divorced at the early age and his dad getting the custody of him he never got his mom’s or siblings love.Yes his dad loves him but he always felt  he needed someone to call as his own to share feelings of his and be with him always. And seeing NK a friend of Arnav who was a very good friend of Khushi and Arnav worried at the hospital for Khushi and Khushi taking care of him just because he has his hand injured was making him feel sad as he couldn’t enjoy or live life like them.

Soon the couples were called to dance floor because of Arnav’s hand he couldn’t dance...

NK: Come on Khushi ...lets dance....

Khushi(smiles):No....NK...you go ahead...

ASR: You can go just because I can’t dance doesn’t mean you be standing here when you love dancing...

Khushi:I would have danced if you were alright but now you are not in a condition to dance but me going and dancing leaving you like this doesn’t feel right for me...so

NK(smiles):Arnav bro...look how much lucky you are!! such a caring wife you have got..!

Arnav just smiles in return knowing that whatever NK was saying was right!!

NK excused himself and goes to meet his friend who was there at the party.

Rayan: Why are you not dancing??

NK(smiles):Because my dance partner doesn’t want to dance today...

Rayan(confused):What ??who??

NK(smiles):Khushi...who else??(he tells everything what Khushi told him)

Rayan smiled listening to NK as Khushi took care of small to small things when it came to her husband!!

Rayan(smirks):But ASR is dancing and that too with his wife!!

NK(shocked):What??where??

Rayan showed him pointing his fingers at them...

There stood Khushi with Arnav’s left hand on her waist and her both hands on his shoulders as his right hand was enclosed in the fracture belt moving their bodies with music!!

As soon as NK had left Arnav had insisted Khushi to join him in the dance floor but after making sure that he was fine Khushi had agreed to him and moved towards the dance floor...

NK(sighs):Cheater!!he never lets me to dance with Khushi!!

Rayan(surprised):Really??

NK(smiles):Yes he is very much possessive about Khushi...he only lets me  among his  friends to be near Khushi not anyone else for that matter..

Rayan(confused):Why doesn’t he trust her??

NK(surprised):No...bro!!its not like that.. when you are in love with someone you feel scared that the other person might get close to their love  or develop feelings for them..it’s not about Khushi it’s about the guys whom she talks or communicates with!!

Rayan:Oh!!

NK(smiles):But I am happy that my friend found his love in the form of Khushi...

Rayan:(thinking)Hmmm...

Rayan looked at Khushi and Arnav from far where both had eyes on each other forgetting the world and Arnav would whisper something in the ears of Khushi making Khushi smile and blush at the same time...

OTHER SIDE ON THE DANCE FLOOR

Arnav stood whispering naughty things to Khushi making Khushi blush...

Khushi(blushing):Arnav have some shame!!we are in public!!

ASR(smirks):So??I am flirting with my wife!!!is that a crime??look around you most of them are foreign clients they wouldn’t even mind if I kiss you right now!!

Khushi(surprised):No you won’t do anything of that sort!!

ASR(smirks):I can’t promise!!

Khushi just glared at him in return making him chuckle...

ASR(softly):Khushi....I have already informed Nani that we will be staying in farmhouse tonight..

Khushi(confused):But why??

ASR(smiles):Because I have to speak to you...so and it’s been long we have these silly fights going on between us..so let’s just end it today..

Khushi(smiles):I am impressed Mr Raizada!!

ASR(smirks):After all I am ASR....We will leave early from the party as soon as we finish dinner is that fine with you??

Khushi(smiles):Okay...

Soon Arnav and Khushi along with NK had their dinner and went to wish Rayan once again before leaving...

Khushi(smiles):One again HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAYAN!!

Rayan smiled broadly for her wish and replied with thankyou...

But one person was confused and that was Arnav he was observing Rayan from the day 1 as he seems to be smitten by Khushi ,the way he smiled at her or his eyes twinkled just by looking at her and him staying till she gets conscious  and calling her and informing about the party and now also looking at her in admiring way was making him confused and feel possessive about Khushi once again...

ASR: Mr Gabriel and Rayan we would like to take your leave...

Mr Gabriel:But why so soon ASR??you could have stayed longer.....

ASR(smiles):The thing is I wanted to spend time with my wife alone so...you see we are too busy these days with our schedule..

NK raised his eyebrow smiling at Arnav for speaking so openly and Khushi could only blush seeing Mr Gabriel giving a knowing smile at her...

But Arnav was interested only in Rayan’s reaction who gave a weak smile as if he was not completely happy about it.

Mr Gabriel:(smiles)Of course..no problem ASR...I understand!!

With that Arnav and Khushi left in their car along with NK who went back in his car..

Soon Khushi and Arnav reached farm house ,Arnav asked the driver to go back home as there is always a car parked in farmhouse and Khushi could drive them back tomorrow and Khushi and Arnav  went inside and Khushi helped Arnav to take bath and helped him to change clothes and gave his meds and went to washroom to freshen up and change and come...Khushi came out wearing a baby pink color full sleeved nighty and had kept her hair open looking so fresh after shower she came to their room to see it was empty she saw entire house but he was nowhere to be seen so with worry she called him..


ON CALL..


Khushi(worried):Arnav where are you??

ASR(smiles):Back side of the house I am sitting here waiting for you come...

Khushi(sighs):Okay...

Khushi goes back side of the house which was lighted now and to see Arnav sitting on the grass leaning his back  to the big tree...she smiled and went towards and him sat next to him...

Khushi(confused):What are you doing here??I never thought you like sitting like this and all??

ASR(confused):Meaning??

Khushi(smiles):Meaning I always got to see your posh hotel rooms ,guest house,villas so here you sitting on the floor leaning to a tree was a surprise for me..

ASR(smiles):I understand because i carry the ASR tag along with me so people have pre-assumed notions about me and no one knows much about me at the personal level except you of course...that I love gardening, this place, sitting like this in silence and now one more thing has been added....

Khushi(confused):What??

With that Arnav placed his head on Khushi’s lap as she had stretched her legs to the front making Khushi smile and started caressing his hair lovingly making Arnav smile at her...

ASR(softly):I was 12 when my mom committed suicide!!

Khushi stiffened listening to Arnav speaking about his past and about his mom...but she chose to remain silent wanting him to continue...

ASR(softly):From Nani I later got to know that mom and my dad had a love marriage, both were from affluent family and in one of the common friends function they met and fell in love...and soon got married even though my Nani didn’t like my dad as he was not responsible always so careless and running away from responsibilities when it came to work or any other thing. But she had to agree because mom was adamant on marrying him for her daughter’s happiness. My Nana expired due to heart attack even before I was born leaving Nani to handle our textile business and all other factories on her own. After 2 years of marriage I was born but I never got to see dads love or care for me as he would be almost outside with his girlfriends and his younger brother was busy making money cheating his own brother in his own company. I was always studious and I expected mom to celebrate my victory or happiness with me but she was always silent or just gave me a weak smile as she had got to know about dads extra marital affair and his long list of girlfriends...

Arnav held Khushi’s hands in his and continued speaking looking at her...

ASR(softly):I didn’t know what was happening Khushi...I had no friends or I didn’t make any friends as I was confused that why my parents were not normal like others why can’t my dad come to my parents meet and my mom chose not to come as she didn’t want to be the subject of gossips being the wife of womaniser’s wife. I gave up celebrating my victory or happiness as I felt there was no one who could understand me..I would be happy when i would get school holidays and go to Nani’s place where I would meet Anjali di and Vidyut and their dad with whom I could enjoy leaving all the worries behind during holidays. Nani asked mom about dad and his affairs but mom chose to hide it than telling Nani about it. Nana had given few percent of shares to mom so that she could join company if she wishes but dad was not ready to send his wife to work as he felt woman should always take care of family and husband nothing else. Day by day I could see Mom becoming silent and lost in thoughts and losing weight but I couldn’t figure out reason being the child of 12 I didn’t know these things were happening behind me..one day I came back home to see so many people gathered in our house to get to know my mother had committed suicide leaving me alone....

ASR(in tears):I did not even cry as I stood not knowing how to react as it was all of a sudden...dad stood beside mom faking sadness and Nani came soon and told dad she would take me to their home as my dad was not taking care of me..but dad didn’t allow my Nani to take me to her home as I was the son for him and he wanted me to be with him no matter what!!Nani convinced me that she would take me home very soon as she would file a case against my dad for my custody..I had no idea what am i supposed to so..a never caring dad,dead mom and no friends to share my grief I started staying aloof from everyone and speaking rudely with everyone protecting myself from getting hurt from others. When my dad was busy with his so called business my chacha came and Kicked me out of my house as he had forged my dads signature and made under his name..Nani came to know about this and took me to her home and I joined school there itself and got close to di as she would care for me even though I did not show her how much i loved her like a sister and cared for her..dad came and fought with Nani but Nani didn’t agree to send me with him and soon my nani got custody of  mine till the age of 18.



May 5

ARSHI:SOULMATES??? (By Arshidreams1) (Thanked: 110 times)

I AM SO SORRY FOR DISAPPEARING ITS JUST BCS OF MY INTERSHIP ALONG WITH MY COLLEGE PROJECT WORK AND THEIR REVIEWS I DON'T GET MUCH TIME OTHER THAN TO SLEEP.SO I COULDN'T UPDATE .HOPEFULLY I CAN GIVE AT LEAST AN UPDATE TMRW AND 2 UPDATES ON SUNDAY. PLSS BE SUPPORTING AND THANK YOU ALL FOR SO MUCH LOVE AND SUPOORT AND ALSO FOR UR LOVELY COMMENTS I READ ALL THE COMMENTS WITHOUT FAIL..

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May 6

ARSHI:SOULMATES??? (By Arshidreams1) (Thanked: 131 times)

CHAPTER 95

PART 1

ASR: Nani took care of me very well but being a child I had never had any share of happiness seeing my mom and dad drifting apart and my dad’s affairs and mom hiding her sorrow from all and not going to work just because my dad didn’t want it was all i had as a part of my childhood.I love Nani but I was scared to express it to her thinking that even she would stop loving me and when I met vidyut I became friends with him as we both studied in same school but I thought him as a friend but i didn’t know he didn’t consider me as one.

Arnav sighs and looks at Khushi from lying on her lap...

ASR:I was always in to studies or in my own thoughts Khushi I had lost faith in marriage and love or families so it is very difficult for me to accept everything suddenly. For so many years my family was only Nani and Anjali di would come sometimes and as they know me well I behave the way how i feel right...this is the first time i am facing so many people and getting related to so many people after getting married to you...I don’t know how to speak considering relations as i have to still learn about it.

Khushi(sadly):I am sorry Arnav I didn’t know that you had so much pain hidden in you...I just thought about my own issues ....

ASR:No Khushi....nothing like that no one would appreciate their parents getting insulted like you..its not your fault..I just wanted you to know why iam like this and its new for me!

Khushi(smiles):I understand....Arnav...

ASR(softly):Khushi what is the reason that you get nightmares and panic attack??

Khushi stiffened listening to Arnav and starts feeling uncomfortable...which Arnav sensed and got up and came to sitting position and held her hand in his

ASR(softly):I know you are still not ready to share these things with me but trust me I can’t see you getting nightmares and getting panic attacks ,as far as I know you were not like this before then what happened suddenly that you changed so much Khushi??

Khushi(fumbling):I....don’t  know what to tell....its late lets go to sleep...

Khushi gets up from the place  and starts to go inside when Arnav holds her hand from behind....Khushi stops without looking back...knowing what Arnav wanted to know.....

ASR(softly):Are you sure Khushi...you have nothing to tell??

Khushi(softly):Yes....

Arnav frees her hand and then she leaves and goes inside the house..seeing her retreating figure Arnav calls a number...

ON CALL

ASR: Aman.....Fix an appointment with DR SARITA tomorrow morning at 10.00A.M.Tell her its urgent.

Arnav ends the call

ASR(thinking):I know Khushi so many things are bothering you and I can’t wait anymore for you to share your fears and problems whatever it is I will solve the problems one by one...and this is the first  step towards it.

With that Arnav walks inside the house....

Khushi standing in the balcony of their bedroom....

Khushi(thinking):I know Arnav you want to know about my past and you are right too but I don’t know how you will react with me or with my family after knowing the entire truth...you still have not forgiven your dad and mom for whatever they had did to you I don’t want my past to be added in that list...whatever it is it will be inside me...I will make sure of that...

Arnav comes inside and sees Khushi lost in thoughts...

ASR(softly):Khushi...its late I think we should sleep....

Khushi:Hmmmm

With that both lie on their sides lost in thoughts of their own when Arnav pulls Khushi to himself surprising her and making her smile at the same time and closes her eyes to fall asleep. Arnav sees her sleeping peacefully and promises himself that he will set everythings alright!!

Next morning both Arnav and Khushi got up at 7.00A.M and went back to RM as Arnav had office today and he had his food and meds and Khushi helped him to get ready and left RM....

Arnav asked driver to go to the hospital where DR SARITA was a pshychiatrist...

The nurse led him inside DR’S cabin as soon she had got to know that ASR had come to meet DR that too with prior appointment....

Sarita was sitting in her cabin and was surprised when she had got call from his PA yesterday night for the appointment for great ASR....she smiled warmly at him ...

Dr Sarita:Hello...MR RAIZADA..

ASR(softly):Hello...doctor...

Dr Sarita:How can I help you Mr Raizada??

ASR:As you know Khushi my wife is your patient I wanted to know about her so...

Dr Sarita(surprised):OH!! Please tell me what you wanted to know..??

ASR :I wanted to know the reason for her nightmares and panic attacks...

Dr Sarita(sighs):Honestly Khushi has never told me anything completely even though I tried a lot she is not ready to open up and being a doctor I can’t force her so I had suggested her to get treated under hypnotism as we could solve her problem but she has  not agreed to that also...only thing I know is she was not happy with a previous marriage and she was not comfortable with her ex husband that is all..but I am sure there is something else that is bothering her...

ASR :(confused)but what were you saying like hypnotism??

Dr Sarita:Hypnotism is a kind of treatment where we make patients to tell their innermost fears or pains which they won’t tell in their conscious state here we hypnotise them and speak with their subconscious mind which will open up without any inhibitions and lets it all go which they haven’t shared till anyone now..!!

ASR :Can you do that on Khushi??I mean she doesn’t share anything with anyone!!And she is getting panic attacks and nightmares for which the reason even she doesn’t tell properly...

Dr Sarita:I wish I could do that MR RAIZADA but there is a rule that person has to agree and sign some documents who will undergo this session...and I don’t think Khushi would agree for this!!

ASR :Hmmm...doctor I need a help from you..just tell Khushi that you want to meet her tomorrow and convince her to get the hypnotism done somehow and let her all fears and pain out and once she agrees I will be there in the room once she is undergoing the process as I want to know why she is behaving so...

Dr Sarita:I understand you concern MR Raizada but I can’t cheat Khushi like this..we keep all the details about patients confidential...

ASR (sternly):But I am her husband what is there confidential between her and me...

Dr Sarita:Okay..I will call her today and tell her to meet tomorrow but I cant guarantee you but I will try convincing her for this process...

ASR :Thank you..that will be great!! I will give a call for you tomorrow..

Dr Sarita:Sure...

With that Arnav leaves from there and asks driver to move towards AR thinking...

Just few hours Khushi I will know what is bothering you and will put end to all your pains and sufferings...I know I should not have hidden this thing from you but you have given me no other choice as I can’t see you suffering anymore...With that he reaches AR and gets busy with his work...



May 7

ARSHI:SOULMATES??? (By Arshidreams1) (Thanked: 144 times)

CHAPTER 95

PART 2

Paul comes to meet ASR with the details of Vidyut and his company as ASR had asked him...

ASR(Sternly):For now I am busy Paul I have something that needs to be taken care of I will let you know once I go through this file...

Paul(smiles):As you say ASR...

Paul leaves...

ASR(thinking):First I should know about Khushi’s past and her fears and later I will deal with my so called friend....

With that Arnav gets immersed in his work as the fashion show was near and he had to finish all the work before it..

RM

Khushi gets the call from Dr Sarita asking her to come and meet her for regular checkup and Khushi also agreed to go the next day...

Khushi spent some time with Nani later called Arnav to know whether he had his food or not and then she called Sohan and apologised to him for behaving little rudely with him and also called her mom and made sure she was fine after Arnav’s talk with her at RM and she had dinner with Nani and left to her room as Arnav today he would come by 9.00p.m

She changed in to her normal nightdress and was reading book till Arnav would come...Arnav came and went to washroom to get fresh when Khushi went and brought his food to the room and helped him to take bath and wear his dress...

While having dinner...

ASR:(smiles)Doctor told they can remove the plaster tomorrow as it was very minor fracture!!So I will go to hospital tomorrow at the first place...

Khushi(smiles):Oh...that’s nice...I will also come with you...

Arnav wanted to know if Dr Sarita had called and whether Khushi was going to hospital tomorrow or not...so he asked..

ASR(softly):Don’t you have any work tomorrow??

Khushi(confused):Work??what work??Oh.. I have to just meet my DR for regular check up that’s all...

ASR: That’s ok then I will manage alone...you can continue with appointment...

Khushi(sternly): I will meet my DR once your plaster is removed end of the discussion...

ASR(sighs):Ok..then be ready by 9...we will go to my hospital first and then to AR from there you can meet your doctor..

Khushi(smiles):Okay.....

With that both slept in each other’s arms one happy that her husband’s plaster will be removed other happy that his wife will go to hospital and finally he will get to know about Khushi’s past if Khushi agrees for hypnotism procedure he just hoped Khushi agrees so that she would be free from all her pain very soon...

Next morning Arnav got up to see the beautiful sight of his wife wearing a light orange saree with black border and black and white printed blouse standing in front of the mirror and combing her hair while getting ready looking beautiful as always..Khushi saw him waking up..

Khushi(smiles):Good morning...

ASR(Smiles):Good morning...

Khushi:(smiles)I will send OP to help you as I have already taken bath and changed also..

ASR(winks):I don’t mind having bath with you again..!

Khushi(blushing):Stop it Arnav go and get ready I will send OP now...

With that Khushi goes downstairs and Arnav goes to washroom ...

Both of then got ready and had breakfast and went to hospital and by 10.30 A.M they were back on the  way to AR as Arnav’s plaster had been removed but doctor had advised him to avoid driving and heavy work  using right hand ...Arnav was very much silent throughout the journey making Khushi confused...once they entered AR also he went straight to his cabin making her follow him silently fully confused...She was about to push his cabin door when she was pulled by hand from his cabin making her crash in to someone’s chest and that was none other than Arnav’s...

Arnav hugged her tightly almost choking her and surprising her at the same time...but she too hugged him back in confusion...

Arnav rested his chin on her shoulder still in hug....

ASR(softly):I missed this .....

Khushi(confused):What??

ASR(softly):When I had plaster in my hand I couldn’t even hug you properly forget about anything else....now I am having my share after so many days...

Khushi smiles listening to him and tightens her hold around him....

ASR(softly):I just wanted to hug you then and there only in hospital but Knowing that you wouldn’t like it I controlled till here but you were taking ages to come to my cabin so I had to pull you in...

Slowly he came of the hug and kissed on her forehead...with the smile on his face...

Khushi(smiling):I didn’t know MR RAIZADA was so romantic!!

ASR(smirks):You haven’t even seen 1% of his romantic side wifey...I would have showed on valentine’s day If i hadn’t got that Aman’s call that day!!

Khushi(surprised):Your becoming bolder day by day!!

ASR(smirks):All credit goes to you MRS RAIZADA...

Khushi goes to the shelf where his numerous awards had been kept and started seeng it one by one when Arnav came from behind and hugged her resting his chin on her shoulder...

Khushi(surprised):Arnav what are you doing??Any one might come!!

ASR:I don’t care I am romancing my wife not someone else...

Khushi(shocked):Arnav!!

Khushi sighed and let him be like that with his hands on her waist and chin on her shoulder and she was looking at each award that was resting on the shelf with Arnav explaining her about each one of his award....

ASR:(husky voice)You look beautiful today.....

With that he starts trailing kisses on her neck line making her shiver with the sensation.....

Khushi(moans):Arnav..please...

ASR(dazed):Hmmm...

She turns in his hold and meets his eyes to see his intense eyes and he bends down and presses his lips on hers kissing her softly and soon turned passionate as Khushi started responding back  with Arnav’s hand roaming on her back  and waist and saree was giving a good opportunity for him to trace his hands on her body.....Both came out of the their kiss after listening to...some sound from door...

NK(shocked):Oh...****!!!sorry.....

NK who had come to meet Arnav about some issue would usually just enter without knocking only was left shocked with Arnav’s back facing him and kissing Khushi..that too in his cabin...so he just rushed out totally embarrassed for invading such private moment!!!

Khushi(horrified):Oh...my god!!that was NK’s voice..how will i face him now!!

ASR(smirks):Chill Khushi..we were just kissing you are behaving as if we were making love and he saw us!!

Khushi just glared him for his response making him chuckle...

Khushi(angrily):I don’t know why you keep embarrassing me in front others...

ASR(chuckling):Common Khushi you too kissed me back ok??

Khushi(sighs):Arguing with you is waste...I have to go to doctor I will leave...

Arnav hols her hand making her confused ....

ASR(softly):I love you...you know that right??I will be with you no matter what okay??

Khushi(confused):But why now??

ASR(smiles):Nothing just go....felt like saying so...

Khushi(still confused):Okay...

Arnav watched Khushi going and just hoped she agrees for what her Doctor says...

 




May 17

ARSHI:SOULMATES??? (By Arshidreams1) (Thanked: 158 times)

CHAPTER 96

Khushi was lost in thoughts when she reached hospital recalling Arnav’s words she felt he is hiding something from her but soon reached hospital and went to meet Dr Sarita to her cabin and she was welcomed by Sarita by a broad smile..

Khushi: Hello...Sarita aunty..

Sarita(smiles)Hello..Khushi..please come and sit

Khushi: Aunty why did you call me today aunty??

Sarita: Just a normal check up Khushi...I wanted to know how are you??and do you get nightmares or panic attack still???

Khush(sighs):Actually i had got a panic attack few days before aunty...

Sarita(sighs):Hm...and what caused it so??

Khushi(fumbles):Aunty....that was because...

Sarita: Khushi...till when you will be able to hide this and live life now you are married you have some responsibilities  right??and getting to know by you your husband  cares for you a lot don’t you think your doing injustice to him by not telling your past atl east to him so that at least you’ll feel little burden free...!!!

Khushi:(sadly)I know aunty I wished to tell him before marriage but now I am scared to tell him...

Sarita(confused):And why is it so??

Khushi:(fumbling)Actually...

Sarita(sternly):Listen Khushi...beta your like a daughter to me i can only suggest you I cannot force you for anything unless you want to help yourself and come out of it no one can do anything...now your just married one day even your husband  will want to move forward in all sense and then have babies of your own but how will you be able to become mother when your mentally so disturbed and still stuck to the past ...or have you not  thought anything about it yet??To be happy with your husband you have to let go of past beta not stuck to wherever you are you have the entire life before you..you are just spoiling it by your own hands!!

Khushi(sadly):What do you suggest aunty??what should I do aunty??

Sarita(smiles):Since you are not ready to tell me anything let us opt for hypnotism procedure where we will speak to your sub concious mind and you won’t know whatever you have told also only I will be there in the room so whatever you say will be confidential so don’t worry about that...

Khushi(hesitated):But aunty...

Sarita:Khushi...just think about it...and tell me within 2 days its about your life and future just think over it...okay??

Khushi: Okay aunty..I will think about it..

With these thoughts running in Khushi’s mind she goes back to RM..

Here Dr Sarita called Arnav and informed Arnav about the same

AT AR

ASR(thinking):I just hope that Khushi agrees to the hypnotism procedure to whatever Dr Sarita has told and agrees to go for it...

RM

Khushi did all her work mechanically still lost in thoughts about whether to go for it or not or to tell Arnav about it or not....

8.00P.M

Arnav came back from AR knowing that Khushi would be very much disturbed by the Doctors words he just didn’t want to ask her anything and worry her more so he just spoke to her casually giving her time on her own to think about it..Finally Khushi gave his tablets and lied on her side silently  unaware of the fact that Arnav was observing each and every behaviour of hers...but she could not sleep as her mind was still thinking about what to do about the procedure!!Arnav came after half an hour and pulled her to him surprising her by his sudden action and kissed on her cheek making her give a small slight smile..

ASR(softly):Why aren’t you sleep??

Khushi(softly):I was thinking about something...

ASR: About what??

Khushi:(sighs):Nothing...Arnav does love change I mean does love become less by time??

ASR(confused):What??

Khushi:I mean can anyone love a person before not love the same person after knowing her or his past??

ASR:(sighs)Khushi...as far as I know love is a feeling that increases with time you spend with each other and their past has nothing to do with anything else and why are you thinking about this now??

Khushi(smiles):Nothing...just like that...

She kisses him on his cheek and closes her eyes to get sleep holding him tightly by his waist...

ASR(thinking):I know what you are thinking Khushi...i just hope you decide to agree to the procedure...

With that even Arnav closed his eyes to sleep hoping for the better day with new changes tomorrow!!

Next day Arnav left to his office but was little upset as Khushi had not told him about doctors visit or the procedure she had suggested!!But he thought she might be scared thinking whether he would accept her or not with her past..

RM

ONCALL

Khushi: Hello...aunty I would like to go through the procedure that too today...

Sarita(surprised):Khushi??are you sure??that too today??

Khushi:Yes aunty..I don’t trust myself so I want it today so please do it today itself...

Sarita(sighs):Okay...I need one hour to make necessary arrangements for the procedure so come to hospital by 1 .p.m after having lunch so that we can proceed with the same..and get someone from your home as you will be tired after session you might need someone’s help to go back home..!!

Khushi(sighs):Okay...

Dr Sarita  called and informed Arnav about Khushi’s approval and also the timings given to her he was happy as well as sad as Khushi had not told about it to him still!!Arnav told he would be there on time once Khushi is hypnotised so that Khushi doesn’t know that he is there in the room!!

Khushi reached hospital by 1.00p.m and called Arnav unaware of the fact that Arnav was on his way to the hospital where she would be going through treatment in few minutes...

ON CALL

Khushi:Hello...did you have food and meds??

ASR(smiles):Ya Khushi...I had...what about you??

Khushi(fumbling):You will be with me right forever??

ASR(sighs):Yes I will be no matter what okay??but why this now??

Khushi(smiles):Nothing just felt like asking so...okay bye..

ASR:Bye...

Here Khushi was made to lie on the single bed placed at the centre of the room and was given a mild sedative so that it could be easy to hypnotise when Dr Sarita indicated Arnav to come inside as he was waiting impatiently outside the door...

Sarita asked if she could start the session and Arnav nodded his head saying yes!!

Soon Khushi was hypnotised and was answering Doctors basic questions....

DR Sarita:So from when did your nightmares Khushi??

Khushi(hypnotised state):I started getting it from 2 nd year of BE...

DR sarita:What is the reason Khushi??

Khushi(hypnotised state):I went home happily one day as i had got my 3rd sem results..........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................

After 1 hour

Arnav came out of the room controlling his anger and feeling extremely hurt to know that Khushi had gone through so much but chose to hide it from all...he felt like killing each and everyone whoever was responsible for her current state...

Dr Sarita came out of the room...

Dr Sarita:(sadly)I know its too much for you take all these...but only last part is left as why she is not sharing this with anyone else...so just come in for few more minutes...

Both went inside the room ...

Dr Sarita:Khushi...why don’t you share all these with anyone??

Khushi(hypnotised state):I don’t want anyone to pity me...or be hurt because of me!!

Dr Sarita:But what about Arnav your husband??you can tell him right??

Khushi(hypnotised state):I cannot....i cannot tell him...

Dr Sarita:But why Khushi...he loves you right??

Khushi(hypnotised state):Yes I know he loves me...but i am scared....so..

Dr Sarita:Why your scared??what will happen if you tell him??

Khushi(hypnotised state):I don’t want to lose him...so...

Dr Sarita:And why you don’t want to lose him....??

Khushi(hypnotised state):Because...because....

Here Arnav was also eager to know why she was not ready to share any pain with him and why she was scared to lose him...

Dr Sarita:Why Khushi??

Khushi(hypnotised state):Because I LOVE HIM .....I DONT WANT TO LOSE HIM BECAUSE OF MY PAST...

Arnav stood shocked as he never thought he would never get to hear to Khushi’s confession like this in the semi conscious state but was finally happy to know that his Khushi loved him just like how he did and promised himself and will make everything alright as he has got to know about her past he would help her to come out of it and punish each and everyone responsible for her state!!

 

 


May 20

ARSHI:SOULMATES??? (By Arshidreams1) (Thanked: 101 times)

IMPORTANT NOTE TO ALL MY READERS:

1.AS MY SEMESTER END EXAMS ARE GOING ON MY NEXT UPDATE WILL BE ON THIS WEDNESDAY AS MY EXAMS FINISHES THAT DAY.

2.YES KHUSHI WILL BE UPSET WITH ARNAV FOR GOING BEHIND HER BACK AND BEING THERE WITHOUT HER KNOWLEDGE BUT THIS TIME ARNAV WILL BE RIGHT IN WHATEVER HE DID!!AND IT IS HIGH TIME KHUSHI LET GO OF THE PAST AND MOVE ON!!

3.FOR THE READERS WHO HAVE BEEN SAD FOR NOT KNOWING KHUSHI'S PAST YOU WILL GET TO KNOW ABOUT HER PAST ONE BY ONE IN EACH UPDATE STARTING FROM WEDNESDAY AS I DIN FEEL IT RIGHT TO EXPLAIN EVERYTHING IN ONE.I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE BETTER ARNAV THINKING ABOUT IT AND I EXPLAIN IN DETAIL ABOUT KHUSHI'S INCIDENTS ONE BY ONE GIVING A PROPER INSIGHT ABOUT HOW KHUSHI CHANGED STARTING FROM ONE INCIDENT TO THE LAST.

FINALLY THANK YOU ALL FOR ALL UR LOVE AND SUPPORT..AND PLSS DO COMMENT AS I FEEL THE COMMENTS NUMBER RECENTLY HAVE REDUCED .

SEE YOU ON THIS WEDNESDAY.....

THANKYOU

May 25

ARSHI:SOULMATES??? (By Arshidreams1) (Thanked: 143 times)

CHAPTER 97

Arnav came out of the room as Dr Sarita had given her sedative and informed him that she will be unconscious for 1 hour as she needs mental rest after being hypnotised..

Arnav sat in the chair which was placed in the room where Khushi was unconscious

ASR(thinking):I dono Khushi whether to feel happy that you confessed your love for me even though you were in hypnotised state or to feel sad that you had to go through so much and not even anyone knows this completely!!Each and everyone has given you their part of pain including me...I don’t know how to bring you out of this..as I myself don’t know how could a person suffer so much and still smile and think about others...

FLASHBACK:1

Dr Sarita:So Khushi...tell me about your family???

Khushi:I have a dad,mom and a younger sister...my dad is the ideal dad,ideal husband and ideal officer everything...and they loved each other lot...until...i came to know the bitter truth!!

Dr Sarita:What truth Khuhi??

Khushi:That day i came back from my college early as my classmates had mass bunked the classes and i had got my 3rd semester results and had got very good marks so i came back early to share this with my mom and nani(mom’s mom)who was staying with us for few days...

Dr Sarita:Then what happened??

Khushi:I wanted to surprise them so i tiptoed in to my mother’s room to peak in to the room but stood still listening to their conversation....

Dr Sarita:What were they speaking Khushi??

FLASHBACK:2

Nani:Why are you fighting again with Shashi Garima??

Garima(angrily)Because he still loves her!!

Khushi stood shocked outside the room listening to her mom saying that her dad loves someone else..

Nani :What are you saying??He had promised you right that he would stop his affair with her when you were pregnant with Khushi??

This was another shock for Khushi that her dad had an affair with some women and left her only because her mom was carrying her!!Khushi’s eyes started tearing listening to this as she thought her dad was an ideal person in all ways!!

Garima :No Amma ...he left her because he considered the baby as his responsibility and he couldn’t just turn his back on it...so

Khushi didn’t know one day she would listen to all these things from her own  mom's mouth about her dad...does it mean that her dad didn’t love her??was she only his responsibility??

Nani: Whtaever it is Garima...you were hell bent on going for abortion when you came to know about being pregnant with Khushi  and  when you came to know about Shashi’s affair it was I who convinced you to use the baby to save your marriage and like i said he left that lady right??now what are you worried for??

Khushi stood rooted to the spot as her tears flowed freely now after knowing that her mom wanted to abort her and she was used as a pawn for saving her marriage and for dad she was responsibility...was she even important to anyone she thought!!

Garima :Yes Amma ...I did that because i loved him  and i could do anything to keep him with myself...so I agreed to your suggestion  and didn’t go for abortion!!

Khushi went upstairs to her room with teary eyes after listening to her own moms words  and her mind trying to register whatever she has heard!!

FLASHBACK 2 ENDS

FLASHBACK 1 CONTINUES

Dr Sarita(sadly):What were you feeling that moment Khushi??

Khushi:I was feeling nothing..i was just 20 years old I believed my parents loved each other and they were the perfect couple..I  was brought to harsh reality that it was not the truth!!

Dr Sarita:Is that why you started distancing from everyone and not speaking with anyone??

Khushi(in tears):I was in between a haze of questions!!I just couldn’t believe that whatever i heard was reality not my imagination...I didn’t know if my parents loved me or not or was I just a responsibility for them too??I was scared to ask them not ready to face the harsh truth from them...I couldn’t fake happiness outside when internally i was dying each moment questioning about my own existence in the world!!was i not wanted in the world??didn’t my mom want me??how could she think of killing her own baby??how could dad have an affair when he had a wife??Or were they right am i wrong??

Dr Sarita:Calm down Khushi.....you are not wrong anywhere..wife's think that way when they come to know their husbands extramarital affair that doesn’t mean they don’t love you ok??Your parents love you a lot right??you too know that right??

Khushi: Hmmmm

FLASHBACK 1ENDS

Arnav had tears in his eyes remembering Khushi’s reason for the nightmares and this was the first reason for having those horrible nightmares...he couldn’t imagine what might a 20 years old fun loving girl would have gone through when she had come to know bitter truth about her parents...

Khushi got up gaining consciousness and was surprised to see Arnav itting in the chair next to her...

Khushi(surprised):Arnav!!what are you doing here??

ASR:(smiles)Hy Your doctor called me and told that yo had fainted here due to weakness so asked me to accompany you back home!!how are you feeling now??

Khushi(relieved):Oh..!!I am fine now!!

ASR(smiles):Shall we leave??

Khushi(smiles):Okay...

Arnav held her left hand in his and held her by her waist and led her towards the car  and made her sit at the backside as she was still feeling drowsy because of the meds that Dr had given...

ASR:Oh!!I think I forgot the phone in the room where you were sleeping..I will go and get it..you be here..okay??

Khushi(smiles):Okay...

Arnav had led to Khushi and went to DR SARITA’S cabin..

ASR:I am taking Khushi home DR!!

Dr Sarita:(smiles)Okay...MR RAIZADA!!She will be little drowsy today and will sleep a lot..so just make sure that she takes rest as its been mental tiring day for her!!

ASR(sighs):Okay DR thank you

Arnav came back and sat in the backseat along with Khushi and asked driver to ride back to RM and held Khushi by her shoulders and Khushi rested her head on his shoulder and fell asleep instantly because of tiredness...

After few minutes they reached RM and Arnav woke Khushi up from her sleep and they both went inside RM  and went straight to their room and Khushi chose to sleep as she was feeling very much sleepy...to which Arnav just agreed!!

7.30P.M

Arnav was doing his work in the study but today he was not able to concentrate much on his work as he was very much confused about hiding about knowing about Khushi’s past from Khushi itself..and he was confused about to how to get her out of all these insecurities that she has got in her life!!

He was brought out of his thoughts when Khushi came to the study after changing her dress in to casual ones ...

Khushi:(smiles)Arnav come lets have dinner....Nani is calling you...

ASR(concerned):Khushi how are you feeling now??

Khushi(smiles):I am fine Arnav don’t worry....

ASR(sighs):Okay....

With that both of them went downstairs and had dinner with Nani and Arnav went to their room whereas Khushi chose to be with Nani for sometime speading sometime with her...

9.30P.M

Khushi came back to their room to see Arnav standing in the pool side lost in thoughts...she knew he was worried about something or may be her because she could see it from the time they came back from hospital...so she went near him and hugged him from behind surprising him because of the sudden hug and soon relaxed keeping hands above hers and pulled her facing him and hugged her ..she rested her head on his chest smiling slightly...

Khushi(still in hug):What happened??You look worried??

ASR(sighs):Nothing Khushi was thinking about some project...

Though Khushi knew Arnav was lieng she didn’t want to pester him more about this...

Khushi(sighs):Hmm...whatever it is it will alright...don’t worry okay??

ASR(sighs):I too hope so...

Khushi(smiles):You know I feel so much light today...as if something has been taken from my shoulders that I have been carrying a while for now...

ASR(smiles):That’s good right??

Khushi(smiles):Ya...that is good!!After your entering in my life I have started living my life which i had never thought i would do so...you would be with me forever right??

Arnav felt his own eyes getting misted as she sounded like a same 20 year old who was craving for love than being used as a pawn or responsibility in their life!!

ASR(smiles):I will no matter what!!even if you push me away from your life I will be in your life till death does us apart!!

With that Arnav places a kiss on her forehead and they both go to their bedroom and take their place with each other’s arms making a silent promise to each other !!

 


Jun 3

ARSHI:SOULMATES??? (By Arshidreams1) (Thanked: 107 times)

CHAPTER 98

Arnav had tried sleeping with Khushi in his arms sleeping soundly but he couldn’t sleep as Khushi’s past was bothering him and it was hurting him to know Khushi had so many insecurities and pain hidden inside her heart that she would never tell anyone!!

So he went to his pool side when he went back to the words of Khushi after  listening to her dads affair and moms words about her birth.....

FLASHBACK 3

DR SARITA:Then what happened Khushi??did you speak about it to your parents or anyone??

Khushi:No I did not tell them anything as I was scared for their answers nor i could tell about my dad and mom to anyone as they would think low about my parents but my cousin Sohan somehow came to know that something was bothering me so he asked me even mom tried and dad but I did not tell them anything and that was the time when I got a proposal from Sharada aunty...for Vidyut!!

DR SARITA:Then what did you tell???you agreed??

Khushi No i did not...by this time I had lost hope and trust in marriage or love as my parents whom I had imagined as perfect couple was nothing but a big lie...I had decided that I would never marry anyone not able to bear a heartbreak but it all changed as my dad got a heart attack!!

DR SARITA:Heart attack??what happened suddenly that caused a heart attack??

Arnav was also very eager to know what had happened as Sohan had told him because of her dad’s heart attack Khushi had agreed for marriage...

Khushi :It all happened one day when mom and dad were adamant on knowing the reason why I was behaving so weirdly these days and why i was rejecting the proposal and not even considering it...

FLASHBACK4

GARIMA AND SHASHI WERE IN THE HALL WHEN KHUSHI RETURNS FROM COLLEGE

Garima(angrily):Come here Khushi we have to speak to you...

Khushi just comes and sits on the sofa....

Shashi:Why are you not agreeing for marriage beta?they are from good family and they don’t have any problem with you studying or writing UPSC exams at least tell us the reason!!

Khushi fisted her hands trying to control the anger bubbling inside her listening to  her dad’s words speaking about marriage...

Garima(angrily):Haan...tell us Khushi Sharada ji is calling us daily to know whether its a yes or no from our side!!

Khushi :(angrily)Then tell them its a NO!!not now nor never!!

Garima(angrily):What are you saying??

Khushi(shouts) :I am not marrying anyone in my life!!!

GARIMA AND SHASHI STOOD UP FROM THEIR PLACES AFTER SEEING KHUSHI SHOUTING FOR THE FISRT TIME INFRONT OF THEM!!

Shashi(confused):What are you saying Khushi??

Khushi(sternly):I am saying whatever you have heard!!

Garima(angrily):Khushi watch your tone!!you are speaking with your dad!!

Khushi(sternly):I am saying truth and my decision !!what is there in it??I am going to my room!!

Khushi turns to move towards her room when her Shashi stops her holding her hand from behind...making her look back at him

Shashi(confused):What is wrong with you Khushi??why are you behaving rudely and I have never seen you talking with us properly nor having food these days..what is bothering you beta??I am not asking about marriage but there is something else that is bothering you!!and why are you saying you won’t even marry anyone you never had these ideas..infact you always told you will find yourself a prince..tell us beta what happened!!

Khushi:Because these were just my illusion papa there is nothing called LOVE OR TRUST OR HAPPY FAMILY.....these are only written in books!!

Shashi and Garima looked at her confused!!

Shashi: Why are you saying like this??see your sunita aunty how she is happily married and your friend vinaya she is also happily married right...and forget about all others me and your mom  we are living happily right..then...

Khushi(angrily)Enough!!!Having an affair with another lady even after getting married and leaving her just because your wife is pregnant with your child is not love papa!!it is not!!It is not the happy family papa!!It is not!!

Garima and Shashi(gasps):Khushi!!!

Khushi(tears):I am ashamed papa today for being a daughter of the person who had cheated both women in his life!!

Shashi had tears in his eyes listening to his own daughter's words about him..he never thought one day he would face such a situation where his own daughter would feel disgusted because of him!!but he knew he deserved it!!

Garima(shocked):Khushi you don’t know what you are saying!!go to your room!!

Khushi(in tears):Why amma??why should I go now??or are you thinking..that you should have aborted me that day itself as all these things could be avoided!!

Garima(hurt):Khushi its not like that...listen...

Khushi(in tears and shouts):No I won’t listen...only because of you both I have lost my interest in my life I don’t know whether I should be alive or not!!and my all colourful dreams are broken only because of you both!!I HATE YOU BOTH!!I HATE YOU!!

With that Khushi rushes outside the house to the nearby park not able to control herself!!

Khushi comes inside the house after 1 hour her eyes puffy and tired because of crying but she found none as maid opened the door hurriedly with worried expression making Khushi also worried!!

Maid:Khushi baby Shashi sir had a heart attack before sometime and Garima mam and neighbours have taken them to YYYY hospital!

Khushi(shocked):What!!!!I am going now!!

With that Khushi gets her purse and rushes to the hospital hoping her dad would be fine!!

Garima was crying continuously sitting outside the room praying for Shashi..when Khushi reached there equally worried!!!

Doctor came out of the operation theatre...

Doctor:He is fine for now...but is under observation..please make sure he doesn’t have any sort of stress which might be dangerous for him at this stage...and he is asking for his daughter Khushi...you can go and meet him!!

Garima(in tears):Thank you!!

Garima drags Khushi by her hand and takes her to the lonely corner ....and slaps her hard on her face shocking Khushi!!

Garima(angrily):Why??Khushi??why??you could have asked me about this??why did you tell these to your dad??this is what you give him for his love that he showered on you for years??You and only you are responsible for his state..if anything happens to him..I won’t ever forgive you!!!

Khushi(hurt):Amma!!

Garima falls on Khushi’s feet again surprising Khushi...

Khushi(shocked):Amma..what are you doing??leave my feet!!

Garima(crying):I beg you please save my husband...if he asks for anything please agree to it..I LOVE HIM A LOT..I can’t lose him..please Khushi...please...

Khushi(in tears):Amma..please...

Garima stands on her feet....

Garima:(crying)Swear on me Khushi..that you will never speak about this issue to your dad even if your dad asks you please Khushi...I don’t want to take any chance please Khushi....first time I am asking something from you....please Khushi....

Khushi(in tears):Ok...Amma...I won’t.....

With that Khushi enters to meet Shashi lying on the hospital bed conscious!!

Shashi(in tears):I am sorry Khushi....I couldn’t be a best dad for you!!

Khushi(in tears):No...papa...I am sorry....I shouldn’t have spoken like that...

Shashi(in tears):Please fulfil my one last wish beta!!

Khushi(in tears):Papa...please...you will be fine!!don’t say all these...

Shashi(sighs):What if i don’t!!I want to at least see you married before I die!!Please Khushi agree for this marriage...I am sure you will be happy..!!I don’t want you to remain unmarried in your life because of my mistake!!

Khushi(in tears):Papa..please don’t say all these....please .....

Shashi(in tears):Please Khushi...atleast for your dying father...!!

Khushi remembers Garima’s words and her dads condition

Khushi(sighs):Okay...i agree for this marriage!!!

FLASHBACK 4 ENDS


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