Arshi teen SS: Iss Dil Ka Kia Karun?

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Jul 3

Arshi teen SS: Iss Dil Ka Kia Karun? (By Farakhan) (Thanked: 11 times)

Nerd. Introvert. Bookworm. Three words to define him.

Outgoing. Extrovert. Party animal. Three words to define her.


The opposite fall for each other. What can we do?




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I will the prologue in the morning or after Salah.


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Jul 3

Iss Dil Ka Kia Karun? Prologue is up. (By Farakhan) (Thanked: 21 times)

Prologue 

Hi, Arnav here.

Okay so my parents decided it was better for me to live in board school because back in India they didn't find a single good school for me. Well to be honest, my parents are filthy rich and a bit no really status conscious. I'm their second child who is **** at studies. Yes, you heard me right! I got 6 Cs out of 8 subjects in matriculation. They used their money and decided, I was to be send to New York City at a boarding school so I will somehow concentrate on my studies.

School.

Oh how I hate school.

Not that I hate learning but school kills my creativity. When they ask me, “Write a note about partition in 1947.” I write it from my own point of view which according to my own observations is perfectly fine but well the teachers returns my paper with a complement decorated at the far corner of the paper which read like this, “Hon, you write very well but it's not from the textbook.” and right under it is this, “P.S. Thanks for the good read, I enjoy creative writings!” I scramble the paper and throw it in the corner and after few minutes, I bring it back and show this to my parents only to be told 100,000-ways-to-get-A-grade. This is the story of my life. But i have, I am proud to say, never tried my parent's suggestion. Because they are terrible.

Back to my NYC boarding school. It's not that bad. Sure it's old and all but i like antique stuff. It enhances my imagination. Talking of imagination, I want to be a novelist, something my parents detest, oh-so-passionately!

The room I'm give is neither too small nor too large. It's medium, no smaller than that. There will be four guys in this room. Well four guys, I'm glad no girl.

I'm shy as hell and if a girl was to stay in this room I would peed my pants everytime she would have talked to me. I am THAT shy!

I'm only the one in this room, I thank the invisible God. I like to call God invisible because I have never seen him and I'm a strong believer that no one can see God, you just feel him. He shows up when miracles happen.

“Hey buddy!” I hear a voice and get up like an antisocial nerd would do.

“Hi,” I say awkwardly.

“I'm NK, Who are you? Oh this room is so small. Is the washroom big enough? Is there a female to share this room with? Okay listen who are you? Waow the bed is soft! I like it…” the guy NK talks without a full stop. I take a deep breath and sigh. How can people talk so much? My mouth would probably bid me goodbye forever if talk that much. “...so who are you?” he asks me again after his rant is over about how AC works fine and how I have brought so many books with me and how they (we) are gonna have fun and blah, blah, blah.

“Arnav Sigh Raizada.” I say finding it embarrassing that my name is so long.

“India! Im Indian too!”

I want to say he doesn't look like Indian but he answers without asking.

“My mom is Indian, dad is Swedish. Hate being mixture but it makes me cool.” I guess I like him. “So Arnie!” he exclaims like we are long lost friend.

“My name is Arnav!”

“We are friends!” he suddenly jumps from the bed and hugs me. Remind you I have been standing since he came in!

“I guess we are!” I sigh in relief, at least I won't be alone in this strange city.

“What's the plan for tonight?” he asks breaking the hug.

“I'm tired! Sleep.” I smile and he grins.

“I'm sleeping too.” he throws a punch on my arm and say, “Good night!”

I look at him unsure but decided to give response, “Good night!” I say punching his arm as well. He grins widely and light is gone in next 15 minutes.

Change is good!

Welcome to New York City.

Arnav. 




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Please comment. This teen thing is all new to me!

Jul 21

HI EVERYONE PLEASE PEEP IN (By Farakhan) (Thanked: 9 times)

HELLO!!!  How are you all?

I know, I know...I have disappeared somewhere after eid but I had reasons to.


Reason no. 1 I was sad/disappointed, well I still am and when I am sad I can't carry on normal stuff anymore. I have to distract myself from things that hurt me and Med somehow is the reason of my sadness.  


Reason NO. 2  I have been reading too much for past days.. I had brought so many books and had to finish them and I am still reading.


Reason No. 3   GUEST!!!! Guests are blessing from God, aren't they? well i cant get solitude in their presence so I can't write. I PAINFULLY NEED MY SPACE WHICH I'M NOT GETTING HERE    -_-


Reason No. 4   I think people don't like reading my fictions. I don't know I have this feeling that I should just give up writing...I mean we write so someone would read and appreciate or maybe criticize our work but well...the thing is that the response to my fictions get lower and lower even if I update regularly. 

YOU CAN CRITICIZE MY WRITING RATHER THAN NOT RESPONDING AT ALL. 


I wouldn't care about comments or thank yous really, but then it makes me doubt my own work. I need response, YOUR RESPONSE. I feel like there is something lacking in my work and that's why WHEN I post on med I expect people to respond and tell me honestly what they think/feel about my work. 

 


I really hope you understand what I FEEL :(



AND. PLEASE TELL ME WHICH FICTION YOU WOULD LIKE ME TO UPDATE SO I CAN WRITE AND POST.


THANK YOU TO THOSE WHO ALWAYS COMMENT, I PROMISE YOU ARE THE REASON I STILL WRITE :) 


AND DON'T WORRY, I'M NOT RUNNING AWAY LEAVING INCOMPLETE FICTIONS. I AM JUST REQUESTING THAT PEOPLE WILL GIVE SOME RESPONSE.


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Aug 14

iss dil ka kia karun. next part is up :) (By Farakhan) (Thanked: 17 times)

Chapter 1



The shrill sound of my alarm wakes me up and I hear groans of more than one person. “What the hell man!”   

I realize, two other guys are here after all.

“WHAT?” I furrow my brows. I hate mornings and on the top of it i hate people in the morning as well.

“F)ck your alarm. Its the first day and jet lagged can’t even get peaceful slumber.”

“Seriously man? Everyone is jetlagged. So what? You are not the prince of Dubai!” i say without opening my eyes, “You should be thankful, I saved your ass from getting late the very first day at school.” I know it's wrong to be so rude but he was rude too!  

I don’t care. I just want to sleep. And I fell asleep again.  

My alarm rings again and I groan.

“Wake up! Arnie.” I roll my eyes hearing NK as if my alarm would let me sleep.

“Your alarm saved my ass from getting late but seems like it failed you.” i hear the same voice again and this time i decided to face him. I meet a very tall, okay maybe 6 feet tall,  guy with dark brown hair and eyes, he has a smirk on his very handsome face. Behind him stood a slightly shorter white, seems to me a native, guy with towel on his shoulder, chuckling.

“I see you have a great collection of books,” he starts walking toward my bookshelf, I have an urge to protect my books from foreign eyes but I don’t want to sound like fetish man so I stay silent.

“HI I am prince of Dubai.” he extends his hand and I shake without greeting back vocally.

“See you later, then.” I walk to washroom.

“Will you stop peeping in his stuff. Man!” I hear him tell the other guy.

“What happened to you Arnie?” I hear NK call me out but really, I don’t answer. The nice Arnav is asleep, let the shower wake him up.

Taking shower quickly I get ready, grab my bag which thankfully was packed by my very anxious mother who was crying while doing so like she was sending her son in woods where there would be all type of animals and when I suggested I could stay with her then she lost her temper and told me to get ready or I would miss the flight.

Women are strange.

As I walk out of the room I met NK, “What? You haven’t gone to class yet?” I ask surprised.

“Yeah...we were waiting for you!”

Yeah, they were.

“I am sorry about the morning thing. I am kinda anti-social in morning.” i say looking at the tall guy.

“Ali, my name.”

“Arnav.” i greet back.

“Its clay! Clay Jensen!”

“Nice to meet you!”

“Same here. I like you,” i don’t know why he said that but i smile nevertheless. The bell rings and we start walking along the corridor. Kids of our age, girls and boys, pour out of small card box like rooms and start walking toward their classes. The school is big and hostels are really good, to my relief. I am gonna spend 2 years here. Great! I can read all Stephen King novels without my mom’s interruption.   

We enter our Spanish class. Mind you, my mom enrolled me here, even though i know spanish. I told I would rather go for Russian or Arabic but well she is a woman and women are stubborn. At least the ones I know are.

We all take seats, to my left side sits NK, to my right side sits Clay and beside him is Ali. we are basically sitting in the end row.

Some kids are making noise and doing stupid things and girls were laughing and encouraging them.

“GHABI! (Foolish/stupid/thick)” I hear Ali say something in his language.

“Welcome to high school!” clay cheers not so enthusiastically. We all laugh a bit.

“Yeah...yeah...I can dance better than him though.” says NK pointing toward some white guy dancing.

“I trust you bro.” I say remembering last night. NK is actually an extrovert. I don’t know why he is yet not dancing with all those guys. But then there are some extroverts who call themselves anti-social.  

A girl entered wearing pink pants and white shirt, written on it was “I’M A ROCKSTAR” and she has her hair tied in ponytail, headphones around her neck, her lips painted dark pink and a messenger bag on her shoulder hung freely as she walks, i think, toward me and sits on the chair right in front of me.

She has managed to enter my imaginations in just few seconds.

I close my eyes as I realize how pretty she was! I don’t know how long I sit like that but when everyone goes silent and this unusual stillness wakes my senses.

Nk nudges me and I ask dumbly “What?”

“If you are done sleeping, Mr.?”

I look up at our spanish teacher, a rather young man of 28 or thirsty, I guess, stares at me with amu****t. I feel my cheeks turning red as all the girls giggle and guys mimicking.

“He is kinda jet lagged, excuse him for today sir.” I hear the crispy voice of certain someone whose back was facing me and her back was exposed to my sinful eyes. I look away. How does she know I am not from New York?

“That’s alright!” he nods like he really understands.

“So class, let's introduce each other. I am Mike, your Spanish teacher.” the guy Mike has a very thick Spanish accent. It’s hard for me to understand what he says. I look at clay for help and he nods. “Introduction session.” he writes on his notebook and I nod my head.

“Thank you!” i write on my notebook and he replies, “Always a pleasure. I will write everything he says, no worries” from the movies to the tv shows, i have seen only mean high school teenagers but Clay seems nice. Like really nice.

Everyone introduced themselves.

“MIss?” the girl whose back is facing me talks “Khushi.”

“What?”

“Khushi Gupta. My name is khushi Gupta and I hate high school.” NK, ALI AND CLAY laugh and I wonder why she hates school anyway.

“Your name, what does it mean?” it means happiness and she is Indian, I know that now. Maybe she is living in hostel too.   

“Happiness.” she says and I think, I felt, for a second, a change in her tone. It became hard. Does she hate her name? Maybe i should stop imagining thing, I scold myself.

“Hi my name is Ali and I hate high school.” i shot him a glance and he looks calm.

“And, why you both hate school?”

“I love traveling and school is synonymous of jail.” Ali says coolly.

“Who loves high school anyway?” khushi shrugs, “They lie when they say they love school and would miss these years.”  

“Why are you here when you hate high school?” all eyes on Ali and Khushi.

“Personal reasons!” khushi said and Ali added, “Yeah, Personal affairs.”  

“Hi, I am clay, I am here because I want to study in Harvard. so yeah.”

And now, it is my turn. I wet my lip and sigh. I can’t escape attention, can I?

“My name is Arnav and I am here because my parents thought it was good for me.”  

“Such a moma’s boy!” someone shouts. And I go red with embarrassment.

“Sure ****head!”

“Language Miss Khushi!” actually he says k-u-s-hi because he can’t pronounce her name.

“It’s khushi. And sir Its ironic that we are told not to swear in school but insulting someone is allowed? What is more inhuman, insult or swears?”

“Swear is an insult, too.”

“I told him his real name, what's wrong in that?”

“Silence Miss.”

“I will be silent but in my presence if someone insult the other person just because they are being honest, i will speak up against such ****heads.” Khushi Gupta is my hero. Okay? I was mesmerized by her beauty and now I am mesmerized by her fearless attitude and courage.

“No more comments Miss.”

“Maybe you should go and work with counseling groups.” came a voice.

“F)king amazing to know that you think you are normal. How delusional.” WHAO she is sarcastic!

“Enough!” the class went silent. “You will meet me in the office.” he tells khushi.

“Sure, if those anonymous speakers would join me too.”

“ 'iinaa muejab biha.” Ali whispers aloud and three of us look at him as he grins.

“What?” NK asks dumbly.

“He says, he likes her.” I say in small whisper fearing teacher would caught us and khushi would hear me.

“You know my language?”

“A little bit.” I whisper back.

“Man! I like you!”

I look down embarrassed. I feel like the whole world is watching me.

”What’s so funny that you are grinning?”

“I just realize, I have a friend.” I feel emotional when he says that.

“Great, now concentrate.”

The classes go by but my heart, well it keeps on beating faster whenever she is around. I think i have a crush on khushi…I lay on my bed, tired. All the guys are sleeping.

I groan. First day at school and I am already crushing on a girl. Sometimes i wish I was a gay, those beautiful girl wouldn’t have affect me like they do now!

But khushi is different…If I was a gay, I would never have noticed the magnificent work of art. no ! no! She wasn’t work of art, she was art, herself. I have never met a single teen girl who was as fearless as khushi.

I close my eyes, I refuse to overthink and fall asleep.

“Arnav, wake up!” I open my eyes and Ali stood there with coffee in his hand. “Come on, someone is calling you for hours now...you want some coffee?”

“Sure!” I say instinctively but add “I will make some.”

“Clay made it. Don’t worry. He knows how to cook, I am amazed.”

“My mom is extra protective so before coming here, i was sent to take a cooking course so I would avoid eating outside food.”

“But hostel provides everything!” i say frowning.

“I said my mom is OVERPROTECTIVE.” he says dramatically.  

“My mom is always busy, she probably doesn’t remember if she has a son or not.” NK says casually. “What about your Arnie?” he asks me as I sip my coffee.

I take a deep breath and say, “It’s complicated.”

“Got ya!” Clay grins.

I look at Ali, he hasn’t said a word, instead is busy toying with coffee mug. I think his mother is dead or maybe his parents divorced each other and now his mother lived away from him or maybe….okay shut up! I tell myself.

“I miss mine.” he says not looking up from his cup.

“We all do, no matter what.” Clay adds with a note of seriousness.

“Guess what?” NK says grinning.

“What?”

“Tonight, there is a party in Justin’s place. I am invited.”

“So” I ask.

“We are going.”

“He invited you not us.”

“He invited Ali too and clay, he called him too.”

“I am not going uninvited.” i say placing the cup on the small coffee table that Ali brought. It is placed between our (mine and Ali’s) beds.

“Its high school bro. You go uninvited!”

“I refuse to go.”

“Come on Arnie.”

“Arnav, I think, I need you to come. A nerd needs a partner.” Clay says chuckling.

“Khushi will be there too, though.” I hear Ali say and I think I am ready to go.  

Its just a party, righT?

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I wrote this chapter in entire day, taking breaks after breaks but really I had nothing to do. 

I think its boring. 

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