OS_iTs YoU

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Feb 27, 2016

OSiTs YoU (By Farakhan) (Thanked: 52 times)

OSiT's YoU 




January 12, 1991



"I LOVE YOU ARNAV" *her sweet laughter*

"I WISH TO DIE IN YOUR ARMS" *his panic*

"DON'T YOU DARE TO TALK ABOUT DEATH" *her sighs*

"WHY ARNAV" *her curiosity* 

"BECAUSE IF ANYTHING HAPPENED TO YOU I'LL DIE TOO" *her panic*

January 12, 2015

ASR's POV

(She got, she got, she got)

Her own reason...for talking to me

And I can't tell you why

Because my brain can't equate it




He looked around weird faces of so many people. His eyes searching for her but every time his search was fruitless Because she wasn't here.

He was alone! Emptiness inside his chest was so deep and he knew, the day she left him, this hole in his chest was never gonna fill-ever.

January 12, 1992


Flashback



"I DON'T CARE EVEN IF YOU DIE WITHOUT ME ASR" she spat angrily and he knew she was lying or at least he was dreaming.

"THIS IS A JOKE?" his throat ached as he said that and the very moment he saw regret in her hazel eyes but she diverted her gaze away from him.

"ARNAV *holding his hand softly* YOU CARE, DON'T YOU?" she asked with her eyes showing no impression while his eyes filled with un-shed tears knowing very well what was coming on his way.

"I DO" he could manage to say and immediately regretted hearing her.

"LET ME GO THEN" the moment she said that his eyes become heavy and knew he cannot run, his legs were too tired. he couldn't think because his head was too heavy. he couldn't feel anything except pain because he heart was being stabber by his lover mercilessly.

I won't, I won't, I won't!

Cover the scar

I'll let it be

So my silence

So my silence won't

Be mistaken for believing

Am I wrong for wanting us to make it?


"KHUSHI, YOU KNOW WHAT YOU'RE ASKING? YOU ARE ASKING MY LIFE" as he said that and laughed in disbelief.

"I AM GIVING MINE TOO" she said slowly

"BUT WHY DAMMIT?" he gritted his teeth

"BECAUSE SOMETIMES LOVE ISN'T JUST ENOUGH" khushi regretted the moment she said that but she couldn't control herself not anymore seeing him so broken.

"YOU LOVE ME?" 

"NO-" he cut her off

"DON'T YOU DARE TO LIE" he warned her sternly. he had nothing to lose right all he want is her honest reply and she was ready to face it.

'YES I DO!"

"KHUSHI LOOK AT ME WE CAN FIGHT EVERY..." she cut him off "I KNOW YOU'LL DO ANYTHING ARNAV BUT I CAN'T...I AM TIRED. MY LIFE ISN'T IN MY CONTROL" her voice trembles remembering her cursed life.

"KHUSHI..." but she was gone even before he could reach her.

"GOODBYE ARNAV"


Flashback ends.

January 12, 2015


"STILL HAVING FAITH IN THAT ****" he heard sheetal and groaned. She is his assistant from past 23 years and she was his friend too but they say some relation suck.

"DON'T YOU DARE TO CALL HER THAT" he gritted his teeth.

"WHY NOT? SHE CHEATED ON YOU"

"NO SHE DIDN'T"

"SHE DID ASR"

"SHE LOVED ME...I'VE FAITH IN HER"

"SHE HERSELF TOLD YOU THE TRUTH" his mind went back to the night when he found khushi with his classmate Rohan in a hotel room. he was informed by khushi that she had cheated on him. Rohan tried to seduce her. He knew her since ages, how could he not read her eyes that were screaming that this girl is lying.

"TELL ME THE TRUTH" he had asked

"TRUTH IS WHAT YOU SAW" as he had looked deep into her eyes and immediately realize something was different about her. and he had found out that she was suffering from cancer later after taking her forcibly to doctor.

"I JUST WANTED YOU TO MOVE AWAY FROM ME AND LOVE SOMEONE ELSE" she had told him "BECAUSE YOU SAID YOU'LL KILL YOURSELF IF I DIED" holding his hand she said "ONE LAST TIME LET ME GO ARNAV....JUST ONE LAST TIME" she had told him "IF I SURVIVE I'LL BE BACK IN YOUR ARMS..."

"AND IF NOT?" he swallowed hard.

"BYE ARNAV" 

"KHU..."

"LIVE YOUR LIFE"

"I DON'T WANT TO LIVE WITHOUT YOU" 

"LET ME LOVE YOU ONE LAST TIME BEFORE LEAVING KHUSHI" she heard him and smiled slowly "YOU COULD HAVE ASKED MY LIFE TOO" his eyes got misted hearing her pure honest voice "I WANT YOUR SOUL THAT CANNOT BE TAMED" 

He had made love to her with all his passion, love and gratitude.

He  had let her go for her. it was all meant to happen. sometime just love isn't enough!



PRESENT

2016

"ASR" he heard his name being called and he turned to see a handsome man of 23 smiling at him, he frowned at him.


"IT'S ZAYN...ZAYN MALIK" said the guy in pure British accent.


"SO?" ASR raised his eyebrow and the guy did the same to his confusion.

"I THOUGHT YOU WOULD BE SO HAPPY TO SEE ME AS SAID BY MOM" Zayn said sipping juice from Arnav's glass.

"MOM" he asked confused.

"KHUSHI MALIK" the moment he said that Arnav's heart skip a beat and asked breathless "WHERE IS SHE?...YOU KNOW HER? TELL ME WHO ARE YOU?" 

"IMPATIENT...YOU ARE JUST THE WAY SHE USED TO DESCRIBE" Arnav frustrated and gritted his teeth angrily "SPILL THE BEANS" 

"IF I DON'T" the boy challenged.

"YOU CAN'T CHALLENGE ASR" Zayn laughed at that.

"I CAN VERY WELL CHALLENGE YOU DAD...SHE LEFT ME FOR YOU" ASR felt his world revolving and only word that came out of his mouth was "KHUSHI..." the boy nodded his head smiling sadly "SHE IS DEAD...DOCTORS TRIED TO SAVE HER BUT THE BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE DON'T LIVE MUCH, SHE TOLD ME THAT" his throat went dry as he asked "WHEN..." he could not complete "NOT HERE DAD" he held his arm took him out of the party and sheetal followed them.     



after 15 minutes of silence

Zayn: I WAS 15 WHEN SHE WAS ON LAST STAG...DOCTORS TRIED AND SHE LIVED FOR MORE THAN 15 YEARS BECAUSE OF THEM BUT THEY CAN'T CHANGE FATE" he held his hand but Arnav looked at him angrily and zayn knew this wasn't the time to fight and he care for him just like love his mom.

"SHE LEFT YOU BECAUSE SHE WANTED TO PROTECT YOU" he said looking down at his hands.

"PROTECT FROM WHAT? I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR HER MY WHOLE LIFE" he choked at his words.

"YOU KNOW HER. DON'T YOU? THE WOMAN WHO WAS JUST SO SELFLESS, SO BRAVE, SO NAIVE AND INNOCENT AT THE SAME TIME...THE TRUTH, I CAN'T TELL YOU" he sighed looking away. it was just too painful for him to talk about his parent's painful life.

"WHY?"

"BECAUSE SHE LEFT THIS FOR YOU" he handed him a dairy and Arnav immediately recognize it:the dairy he had gifted her on 17th birthday.  

"DAD I JUST WANTED FULFILL MY PROMISE TO MOM...I KNOW YOU'RE ANGRY..." Arnav cut him off "I AM NOT, I NEVER WAS"

'SHE HAD SAID THE SAME" 

"I MISSED SO MUCH" Arnav chocked on his words as he hugged zayn. 

"NO YOU DIDN'T...MOM SAID ITS NEVER END OF YOUR LIFE, ITS ALWAYS FRESH START" maybe she isn't between them but her words memories and HER SOUL was with them.

Life isn't bed at all, it is not a path full of thorns too but it something very very beautiful and complicated journey where you'll smile and CRY, love and hate, its like a mix masala.



THey didn't find each for whole of their lives but they did got love. They didn't have happily ever after but they did die with satisfactory smile. 

Khushi dying in his piece of heart: Zayn and vice versa.

 



                                       






NOTE# this is worst OS you can ever read :/ i dont know why i wrote it but ayn released his second solo single and i could not resist myself from writing this OS.

PS. if you like it then just sent a silent blessing to zayn malik because i wrote this for him....b'coz i loved his new single.

secondly this one is for arshi! I've always wild fantasies about them to be very honest i write 5% of my fantasies.

to all of my readers don't break my head if its a **** :( 

love you all *kisses*



AND if you liked this OS DO check this new single mt zayn 

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